THANDI
The next morning I wake up still in Gundo's arms, It's almost like we never turned during the night but the fact that there's no part if my body that's aching tells me I did turn in my sleep so he must have brought me closer in his arms whenever he could during the night
"Good morning" He says and it's only then I notice he's awake
"Hey, have you been up for long?"
"Not too long, I was about to wake you when your alarm rang" he kissed my collarbone sending this sensation down my spine and he repeats the same action on my neck this time getting a reaction from my lower region
"I should get ready" I say pulling his arm away so I can get up and he gets up with me
"I'll get ready with you" he announces while stretching his arms
"You want to shower with me?" I ask and my tone comes off as suprised, something I didn't intend for
"Why not, it's something we always do"
"But we haven't in a month" I say and I'm not even talking about the shower anymore and he sees it. I haven't let him get close to me and a lot has just been a going on
"That's only because you ask me to stay away Thandi. Not because it's something I wanted"
"You're marrying someone else" I say and it really pains me to say these words out loud
"That doesn't change the fact that you're mine and I'm yours. I'll never not want you. This whole restraint has been because I've put you through enough already and didn't want to add on by not respecting your wish to have me stay far. But I miss you, my wife, I really do" he looks at me and I feel like he's undressing me with his eyes and his doing that thing with his voice, keeping it low and deep
"I guess it's not a bad idea" I say and lead the way to the bathroom
We both steal glances at each other while we brush our teeth standing next to each of our sinks. I catch him staring at my my bare thighs and he catches me staring at his bare chest. We both laugh when we see that we've caught each other out
He runs the shower water setting the temperature too then we both strip off our clothing and get in. It's hard not to feel turned on seeing him nude but I tell myself I won't make the first move. I want him, but I also want him to make the first move...
Which he doesn't...
Gundo hardly looks at me in the shower and I'm left feeling frustrated so I cut my long shower short leaving him in there. I wrap a towel around my body and walk to the closet. He's still in the bathroom when I apply lotion so I decide to take my time getting dressed. I set my scrubs on the side then I put on my red strapy thong with a matching see through bra
He walks in just as I'm clasping my bra from behind and he stops to look at me. At first I think he's going to pass me and focus on getting dressed but he comes to stand behind me next to the Island in the middle of the room
He says nothing as I feel his body slightly against mine. He nuzzels his nose on my neck, the back of my head and shoulders, almost as though his smelling me then his hand comes around my waist ans with one jerk he pulls me to him hitting my back on his chest and making me gasp from the impact
"I thought you knew how to ask for something when you want it" He whisper against my ear
"I do"
"Then what are the games for?"
"What games? I'm not in need of anything at the moment" I lie
"Oh yea?" he asks grinding against my behind making me feel just how hard he is and I put both hands on the island trying to keep balance when my knees start failing me "Speak sthandwa sam. You say you don't need or want anything right now?" His hand cups me and he starts rubbing againd the very thin material that I'm wearing
