Mr Player//BTS FF

Chapter 11

Inwardly

Jimin opened the door of his apartment now that he had returned from the airport where he had finished his flight for today.

As a pilot, of course, he did not return home every night because twice a week he had assignments on the return flight from Seoul to Tokyo which was the daily route of his plane. That's why he had another house in Tokyo to sleep in these days.

"Baby, I'm back."

He headed in, leaving his keys and bag aside next to a small table in the corner before approaching you and leaving a little peck on your head as you still had your face buried in a magazine that you seemed to be reading with great interest.

He did not say a word more as he didn't want to distract you, and went to the kitchen, pouring to himself a glass of water which he took in his hand and returned to the living room.

"What do you looking at?" He finally asked as he proceeded to take a sip from the water he was holding.

"Wedding dresses." At the sound of your words, however, he spat out the water and started coughing because it came to him suddenly and he choked.

"Slow down with the water Jimin, you will suffocate" You got up and went to him immediately, tapping him lightly on the back until he calmed down a bit then you sat him on the couch and started laughing a little at the way his face had turned red.

"Why are you looking at such stuff exactly?" He managed to utter, now purely anxious because he certainly had no thought of marriage in general but especially now that his feelings were as they were.

"It's the company's magazine and I am reading it to get an idea of ​​what's going on. Why? Don't tell me you got scared that I would ask you for marriage?" You bluntly uttered your thoughts as you had a habit of being straightforward, making Jimin feel a little uncomfortable with the raw truth.

"It's not that I don't want to marry you or something like that, it's just too early. That's all." He replied as he grabbed the glass of water he left on the table to take a sip of what had been left remaining on the glass, inwardly hoping that the conversation would change.

"I agree it 's early," You told him and just returned undisturbed to browse the pages of the magazine.

After a few minutes of silence, Jimin began to overthink the situation, unable to tell if you meant your words or if you had gotten bothered. The thought made him feel bad and to create a better atmosphere he decided to approach you and get some of your attention.

"Are you angry?" He hesitantly whispered with a sweet tone in his voice as he wrapped his arms around your shoulders, making you push him away immediately as you got instantly irritated at his touch and the sick feeling in your stomach awoke instantly, just like it usually does when receiving a touch from the opposite gender.

You had an issue with the so-called physical contact and there was a reason for that but of course, you kept the reason to yourself as it is not something that can be discussed with anyone nor do you like recalling it. As your boyfriend, however, he was aware that you had an issue and he always had tried his best to be very careful with his touches, usually asking permission before doing anything.

"Keep your distance please," You told him casually and turned your eyes back to the magazine ignoring him.

Jimin instantly felt angry with the whole situation, even though it was nothing uncommon. The fact that no matter how much time went by, it didn't change, it was getting on his nerves. He just got up and left for his room, where as soon as he entered, he took his tie off from his neck angrily and threw it on the bed.