Mr Player//BTS FF

Chapter 95

Seon had found herself at the coffee shop where she was supposed to meet up with her editor. Three cups of coffee were already resting at the side of her table which she had consumed in an attempt to keep her mind awake, after the many days she had pulled with little to no sleep, writing a whole new manuscript from scratch.

It would have been crazy if anyone was to hear that she left aside a plot she had been working on for months just to start a whole new story merely some days prior to her deadline. Under normal conditions, her anxiety would not have handled well such a sudden change of plans but because she had done it herself and had left it to absorb her whole life, in an attempt to escape her life issues, ultimately the task had proven manageable. Regardless nothing could ensure her that her Editor would give her story a pass. 

If someone was to ask her, she would claim that it was the best piece she had ever written simply because she had literally spilt her heart open on its pages. She had written her reality, her view on anything she lived. She had left her real emotions all over the pages while having the secure veil that none will ever know that all she had written was real. Most would read it and judge it coldly, maybe most will even dislike the character of her main heroine that was based after herself, but she still had gathered all her bravery and wrote it, simply because that book was her redemption.

Even if it was never to make it to publication, she was planning to send a copy of the manuscript via post to Jimin in hopes that when he reads it, maybe he will understand her full and hopefully he would forgive her. He would believe her that she loved him truly, despite how many times she had denied that and had broken his feelings.

But the fact that he had not tried to contact her at all, was looming at the back of her head painfully. You had informed her over text that he knew everything because he and Jungkook had talked, yet despite knowing that she had liked him from day one just as he, Jimin had not made any move to approach her again. 

Was he over her? Maybe he was attached to the chase rather than her and now that there is no obstacle for him to have her, he doesn't want her. There were many things that had crossed her mind, but ultimately she couldn't turn into a lie, the way he had looked at her while claiming that he loved her. 

It's okay, you are hurt and that's my fault. I fix this. I promise I will fix this. Just wait for me.

She thought inwardly as she caressed the file with the manuscript, hanging on it her hopes, for that being what could open a new chance for her with Jimin. A new opportunity to prove to him that her love for him was as real as his.

---Change of set---

You and Jungkook had found yourself driving to work in silence, despite the fact that over breakfast no visible awkwardness was present before you. 

Yesterday night it might have been a bit, but thankfully you had ended the game soon and had gone to sleep, accepting Jimin as the winner of it for he won the last round you played too. 

You had occupied the couch while Jungkook the guest room, feeling slightly uneasy to go sleep in the bed with Jimin even though it was a normal occurrence. You had struggled to fall asleep for a while and not because the couch was uncomfortable but mostly because Jungkook's face appeared before your eyes every time you closed them, at the exact close proximity that you had had with him when you had accidentally fallen over him on the bed.

The occurrence sure annoyed you a lot as to why did it have to be you that was being affected by such a thing. It was unfair but most of all it was irritating that you couldn't even lie to yourself and keep pretending that you had no feelings for him. And you definitely shouldn't have for he didn't deserve them but you did and somehow that was playing with your nerves. It was making you mad just looking at him, yet you kept quiet so you wouldn't snap at with abruptly and give him any attitude which you wouldn't be able to justify later.