Chapter 103

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Jimin hurried to get your coat for you as you stood up from the couch, having eaten your breakfast and decided to go to work despite his many attempts to skip it today and just rest.

Yesterday you had reached home quite late and you had been thankfully tired enough to fall asleep after he had tried his best to make you feel comfortable and safe. He had stayed all night seated on the floor by the bedside, holding your pinky as he didn't want to step on any bad memories the occurrence with Luke could have possibly hurt you but he didn't know how else to reassure you that he was there, and as such he had ended up hanging on your pinky and caressing it lightly randomly through the night, whenever he himself would snap out of his half asleep state.

Your situation was edgy even after reaching home after all and a sense of anxiety had overwhelmed you, making you almost appear paranoid to him, asking him to check if the door was locked and if the windows were locked, so many times that he had lost count. 

You had briefly told him by yourself what had gone down, even though he hadn't dared to ask you, afraid of triggering anything you didn't want to recall. And it would be a lie, to say the least, if Jimin hadn't been extremely mad at that guy who had such audacity to try to harm her, but he knew Jungkook would resolve the issue once and for all and he had done his best to reassure you of that. He had to promise to be there with you and stay awake, just so you could finally close your eyes and allow your exhaustion to take over.

The night sure was rough for him but he certainly knew it had been worse for you and all he did all night while watching you, was feeling bad, for all that you had to go through. He still was not aware of what the reason for your issue with physical touch was but he had assumed that guy to be the cause, and now that he knows the human behind it, he had felt sick to his stomach but also guilty towards you. You had such a man around you yet you had said nothing to anyone. Your literally worse nightmare had found you and you had tried to deal with it on your own. The more he had stayed in silence at night, the more in his mind he had started connecting the dots. That time he returned and found you at the airport in a bad state and you didn't talk to him about it, that night you came running to him in panic when Jungkook had still amnesia and you were in such a state that he had never seen you before. Jimin had come to understand now, why that mental breakdown of yours was so reasonable. But as he did so, he couldn't help but calculate the time and thus that only made him feel worse. 

You had been going through all that yet you had his issues on your head, Seon's issues and a Jungkook with amnesia. Jimin really couldn't understand how did you even manage to not blow up at every single one of them yet. Only thinking about it, made him find a new respect and love for who you were as a friend and a human.

"You know, you make me feel as if you are a maid or something? Stop treating me so well." You joked with him as he carefully reached out your coat to you, making sure he wouldn't touch you by mistake in the process.

"I am paying up for all the times you bared with me and treated me well." He replied with a smile, feeling really relieved that from the moment you woke up this morning, you didn't seem to be as mentally on edge as yesterday.

"You will grow grey hair till you pay up for those. " You retorted as he grabbed his car keys, for you had asked him to take you to work.

Staying in was something that could make you feel safer, but it would also give your mind a lot of space to think and you didn't want to think about anything that had happened or the things Luke had said. And work was the best place to completely occupy your mind, but going there alone was still something you wouldn't like to do. 

"It's fine, it's not like you will go anywhere. We will grow old together. Old and single " Jimin laughed at his joke and you smiled, slightly awkwardly at that, as you weren't sure if that would really be your case after Jungkook's confession.

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