Chapter 66

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Jungkook looked at the floor as the elevator was going down, You were next to him as you had just collected yourself from his sudden appearance in front of you and you had calmly walked up to him and ushered him back into the elevator, and told him to wave goodnight to his brother as Jimin was left staring at you in a bit of a daze until the elevator doors closed.

"You leave our bed in the middle of the night... you don't answer your cell phone, and when I find you, I find you with my half-naked brother. And you don't even try to explain?" He blurted out as soon as the elevator reached the parking floor, this silence between you having brought his patience to an end.

Because the truth was that he had been very worried when he woke up and you were nowhere to be found and with the lateness of the hour it was only natural that he would go crazy worrying about whether something had happened to you or whether his actions previously had scared you enough for you to leave him which was a thing he didn't even want to think about.

He had been so happy that you had made progress together, even if it was very little and he had fallen asleep holding your hand feeling like he was the luckiest person on earth because you loved him, yet he had woken up only to get restless again.

So with hazy thoughts, he had gone out to look for you, during which the thought of passing through his brother's apartment had crossed his mind, as that was the only place besides his work that he knew off and could possibly find you at.  

In the end, he did well to come because he did find you safe and sound but your attitude did not please him because it seemed as if you did not care about how worried you had made him.  

"Jungkook, not now." That was all you told him as you stepped out of the elevator and he looked at you for a moment, angry but also disappointed that you really didn't seem to care how he was feeling.

"As you wish." He retorted as he reached your side now heading towards his car which he had hurriedly parked near the elevators.

His steps became faster, declaring his indifference towards you for the moment but also his anger, with the silence he kept and his eyes that did not meet yours.

You had a good idea of ​​what his thoughts might be, now knowing this side of him well and yet you were tired and in an inappropriate state of mind to bother with explanations, but for some reason, you couldn't help but take hold his hand bringing him to a stop, as he was about to go to the driver's door.

"Don't get hurt. Don't think nonsense and that we are scheming anything against you or I don't even know what else...Don't torture yourself and...Just take me home. Lock the door well and just do something... Anything to give me the illusion of safety. Anything to soothe this fear inside Me" Your words made your vulnerable state clear and he looked at you surprised at your behaviour.

He had ever seen you with this look of despair in your eyes. A sight that awakened this trace of emotional need to put blame on whatever it was that had brought you to such a point.

Yet of course he would never be able to understand what had caused this fear to rise in you and what thoughts were feeding that fear of yours.

As he didn't say anything you just tightened your grip on his arm a little, as if you were silently begging him to do what you asked for now and he decided to obey, bringing his hand to your shoulders and opening the passenger door for you to enter.

After you took your seat and he took his, your drive home was as silent as the streets at that time of night. Nevertheless, even after the two of you reached home and entered the apartment, this atmosphere prevailed, each one doing their own business, such as taking off your shoes or changing clothes, ignoring each other's existence.

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