Mr Player//BTS FF

Chapter 92

"Aren't you going to leave for work?" Jimin questioned you for the umpteenth time in order to remind you that despite the fact that you had told him, that you had requested Jungkook to let you off during the morning hours, you still had to go.

"I am not going anywhere unless you promise me that you will go see a psychologist." You gave him the same reply as any other time he had asked you and he couldn't help but leave a sigh escape his mouth as he left his head to lean against the couch that he was occupying.

"I did get the description for the antidepressants from one you know."

"I know that but I don't mean for you to just go and take medication. You need proper therapy sessions." You insisted for at this point you really believed that he needed help with the pain and the mess of emotions he was hiding within.

"Y/N, please believe me. I am seriously feeling better now. But if it reassures you, I promise if I see myself getting out of hand, I will do just that. Are you happy now?" He stood up from his seat to face you properly and gently took your hands in his, looking at you with a smile that almost convinced you that he really was feeling better.

"I will have my eyes on you. Don't even think that you could deceive me." You warned him and he chuckled briefly before he walked ahead and pulled you along, towards the door.

"You can do whatever you want to me if I ever try. I will accept any punishment you want." He uttered as he proceeded to help you wear your coat and then placed your bag on your shoulders before proceeding to squad down and help you put on your shoes.

"You are being so fishy by trying to be so helpful, you know. I swear you better don't do anything stupid or else-" You warned him as he stood up and he smiled before he gave you a quick hug.

"I will just stay home and do nothing. You can take both keys and lock me in if you don't believe me." He argued and you scoffed at him as you slapped slightly his chest and pushed him aside so you could get to the exit.

"As if you can't do stupid things within the house. Anyways, I will trust you just this once...take care okay?" You let your worry appear on your face as you looked back at him, now having opened the door and standing a step out of the doorframe.

"The way you love me, makes me want to live forever." He replied, and you rolled your eyes at him for he had been trying to sugarcoat you since the moment he woke up, most likely guilty over the problems he had caused to you yesterday with all the marrying a stranger thing.

"Shut up" You retorted as you smiled and proceeded to leave, closing the door behind you and leaving Jimin on his own. And all he did after a few seconds passed by that he was on his own, was slip on the floor and take a seat right there in the middle of the hallway.

The playfulness and happiness that he had had while you were there faded away like a cloud and he left his head hanging low as he was now thinking about the things Jungkook had previously told him about Seon.

She had loved him from the beginning as he had and that fact sure delighted him upon hearing it, but ultimately it didn't change the now that they were at. She had denied him so many times, she had chosen his brother no matter what he had given and how transparent he had been for his feelings towards her. Seon and Jungkook had passed many years together and that small like she may have had for him back then, most likely had been overshadowed by now. 

Or maybe it was the contrary for ultimately Seon had gotten involved with him regardless and as you always had told him, she was not one to do such things if she had no feelings. Strangely enough that conclusion somehow didn't feel enough for Jimin at that moment. Not because he was being prideful or greedy, he just was aware that he couldn't afford to let her play with his heart and feelings anymore nor he could allow himself to gamble with them, for it hurt more than he could afford to bear.