Chapter 54

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Jungkook was pacing around in the living room as you were cooking dinner in the kitchen, his contact restless movements playing with your patience.

"Can you sit in a corner please," You told him as you continued to cut some vegetables with the knife, with a little more force because you had gotten irritated.

"No. No, I can't. Why Jimin!" He popped to the doorframe of the kitchen in a matter of seconds as he whined, referring to the words you had said to him after Seon had come and got Jimin and Jungkook had proceeded to ask you why you didn't seem to have a problem with Jimin touching you as much you have with others. 

So you had told him that Jimin and you used to live together, which wasn't a lie and that the two of you had met through Jimin. And ultimately, he had known you for a longer period than Jungkook has and you were good friends with Jimin and it was expected that you would be at home with him.

"We spoke about this already, didn't we! What do you want again with Jimin and me? I explained there's nothing weird going on with your brother and me." You retorted, hitting the knife against the cutting board firmly before lifting your gaze to stare at him, only to witness him sulking.  

"I'm just jealous okay! You don't have to yell!" He yelled at you like an unruly child, before turning and leaving for his room, slamming the door behind him.

Oh god why!?! What have I done to you that you are troubling me this way? What sins am I paying for!?

You complained to yourself while looking towards the ceiling then you put the knife down and took a few breaths to calm your nerves before going to talk to him.

When you entered the room you found him sitting on the floor at the end of the bed, looking at the floor with a sad face.

"Come on, I'm not mad at you so don't act like this. You just got on my nerves briefly." You told him as you took a seat next to him but he didn't turn to look at you.

"Ahhh~...I am sorry, okay? What should I do for you to stop being like this?" You questioned and he slowly raised his eyes from the floor to face you.

"If you showed me that you love me it might help." He uttered sweetly, his eyes wide and his lips parted a little, making him look way too cute to say no to him.

"And how do I do that exactly?" You asked him and he stood up and offered his hand to you for you to stand up and once you did, Jungkook started to explain his brilliant idea.

"You don't like being touched I get that but how about you touching me instead? As far as I know, you don't have a problem with that." You blinked a few times as you heard that, trying to process as his words were words you could not even deny because you yourself had told him that when you wanted to touch someone, you had no issues.

Keyword, when you wanted, however, you definitely didn't want to touch him. Yet that wasn't something you could say so bluntly cause it would cause issues.

"So-So what do you suggest?" Those words left your lips with difficulty as you were clearly concerned now that you had an idea of ​​what he was about to utter next.

Jungkook instead of answering you directly, simply proceeded to take off the shirt he was wearing, revealing his well-trained body to you.

"Touch me." He blurted out"  Little by little. Wherever you want...Just feel me. I want to feel you." He told you in all seriousness, but at that moment you were only thinking about what excuse you could find to get yourself out of there.

"The food! I was cooking." You uttered as you turned to leave but of course, he didn't let you go as he grabbed your arm and pulled you closer to him.

"You can't even touch me?" He asked you, his eyes filled with sadness that pierced your heart with regrets because he was supposed to be someone in love with you right that instant, someone in a relationship with you and you couldn't give him anything.

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