Mr Player//BTS FF

Chapter 64

You were sitting in Seon's office working on the computer, having come home earlier than usual.

You didn't need to sit at the office to do your job and you didn't want to sit either, as you were kind of pissed off with Jungkook.

Your patience had started to run out and you honestly were in need of a break from him right now, a break you, unfortunately, can't have because you are also supposedly his wife.

Such a mess, a total mess, everything is a mess!

You pulled yourself away from the computer in frustration as you couldn't concentrate on how to function in all this anymore and it was all Jungkook's fault of course and his actions that were running through your mind.

His gaze whenever he was to look at you, his touch, his kisses, they were all so hard to put aside as they had made a mess of your emotions over time. It was a lot of pressure on you all this frequent exposure to contact even though you had tried so hard these days not to make it a big deal, but god knows how many times you just wanted to scream and tell him to never touch you again.

It wasn't that his touch was something you detested, it was just that he was so pressuring, or rather it was the fact that you couldn't trust him, one moment he behaves a certain way and the next he behaved another way. What exactly were you supposed to do with him?

"Y/N~" His voice calling you reached your ears, making you want to hide somewhere as you realized that he had just gotten back home and you would most likely hear a bunch of complaints cause you left ahead without him. 

"I am coming." But I wish I wouldn't ' You replied to him as you kept half of your thoughts to yourself before taking a deep breath and walking out of the room only to be confronted by a large bear at the doorstep.

"Hello miss. Would you like to dance with me?" The big brown teddy bear pretended to speak, making you crack up momentarily, before shaking your head at Jungkook's sweet goofiness, who was hiding behind the bear.

"Seriously what were you thinking?" You asked him as you took the bear from his hands and revealed his face from behind it.

"I know you're very angry today, you even left work without telling me anything. I just want to make you happy." He told you in all honesty and you couldn't help but smile as you walked past him and headed for the living room.

"If you want to make me happy then don't do stupid stuff Jungkook. I don't need gifts." You retorted as you placed the teddy bear on the couch and admired it a bit since you liked it, even though you weren't planning to admit to that.

"I know, I told you it won't happen again." He tried to get closer to you, making you take a few steps back, letting him know that you wanted to keep your distance.

"That's what you always say. You say you won't pressure me, but you put pressure on me. You say 'we'll go slowly, but you don't go slowly at all. And everything goes your way. I'm tired." You spoke somewhat abruptly at that moment, making the room fall into silence with the only sound of Jungkook's breaths starting to pick up in pace.

"I just don't know what to do! I fucking want you! Do you know what it's like to love someone so much and have it in front of you all the time but you can't touch it? Do you think how I feel every time you move away from my touch?!" It was his turn to speak and he raised his voice involuntarily because of the injustice he felt eating him away at the inside.

"What can I say. You should probably go unleash your hormones with the model then. Go satisfy your needs."The words rolled out of your mouth out of frustration but as soon as you realised what you had said, you regretted it, for you saw the expression that took over his face and how offended and hurt he looked by those words of yours.