Mr Player//BTS FF

Chapter 76

Jimin was walking from the supermarket back to his apartment, as this was the only route he had taken for the past three days, as another three he was not in the mood to leave his house for any reason at all.

His psychological state was in ruins, not only because he hurt his brother and their relationship may never be repaired again but also for the simple reason that he sincerely had left all his feelings unfold for her yet again she had zeroed them out without even think twice.

It seemed to him that Seon's feelings for him were just so insignificant compared to the feelings that she has for Jungkook and that pissed him off because his feelings for her were so much more.

Now he didn't know what to do with his life. He had hurt important people in his life for this love of his and the guilt was there, every time he closed his eyes. As well as Seon's face, her kisses, her caresses and the taste of her lips, of her skin.

I must forget her! I have to move on.

He said to himself for the umpteenth time as his feet slowly brought him closer to the door of his apartment located in Tokyo, still oblivious to the existence of the young neighbour who was waiting for him with a plastic container in her hands.

"Oh! Ayami. What are you doing here?" He asked her as soon as he noticed her and the young girl with short honey-coloured hair and a sweet little face smiled at him before answering him.

"I heard you were in town and that you were sick so I brought you something to eat since I cooked." The twenty year old student told him as her eyes looked at the floor more than him, always having the same shy demeanor that Jimin thought was characteristic of her character when in reality she only became shy in his presence.

"Your sister told you, I guess. It wasn't really necessary. I was getting by just fine by myself." He told her as he unlocked his door, referring to the older sister of Ayami who was a flight attendant and works with him.

"She just told me to take a look at you and check if you're alive. Pilot Namjoon hasn't left her at peace asking about you, he said." Jimin smiled at the name of his friend and partner who had called him several times but he hadn't answered his calls either.

"He always sticks his nose, ah that man." He commented though he was pleased that there were people who cared and worried about him. People like you whose phone calls he had also not answered.

Jimin walked in and headed to the living room, leaving his shopping bag on the coffee table as Ayami went to the kitchen to put the food away, the girl knowing the ins and outs of the apartment well as she was responsible for keeping it clean against a salary, of course, which covered her student needs, since she doesn't pay rent, as the apartment opposite Jimin's, which she lived in belonged to her now deceased grandmother.

"Shall I clean up a moment? The place looks awful." She commented as soon as she walked back into the living room and Jimin just laughed, letting her do as she pleased.

And so she did, pacing the apartment little by little as he met her eyes, but his mind was elsewhere again.

"Are you thinking about your girlfriend again?" The young woman's sweet voice reached his ears, he nodding his head giving her a positive response, not wanting to deny it. He was thinking of Seon again like he had been doing so many times every day.

"How did we say her name was.. Um.. Y/N I think?" She wondered aloud, making him snap out of his thoughts in surprise, for he had brought Seon in mind while being asked about his girlfriend instead of bringing you, who everyone knew as someone who was still his girlfriend.