Mr Player//BTS FF

Chapter 83

Luke's face was two steps away from you, making you want to disappear, become wind if possible, anything for as long as it could enable you to get out of that place where your legs were stuck as if someone had nailed them on the floor.

"Your gaze hasn't changed. It's the same as I remember." He told you as the right corner of his lips lifted up a bit, forming a small smile.

You didn't answer him but as he took another step toward you, your panic caused you to move and make an effort to get out of the room. An attempt that failed as he grabbed your arm and made you face him, his touch making you hold in your breath at the process as well as instantly making you want to vomit. 

"Don't leave so fast. I've wanted to see you for so many years. Didn't you miss me?" Luke uttered in a rather playful tone and to his surprise, the smile on his lips faded as your other hand reacted out of nowhere, and collided harshly with his cheek, leaving the slap you gave him echo in the atmosphere for a bit.

His hold on your arm got loose by your unexpected act and when he brought his eyes to meet yours again, he was even more surprised at the expression that had taken over your face. A mixture of fear and anger, dancing in your gaze.

"After you die and go to hell, we'll see if I will miss you. Thing that I definitely don't think it will ever happen," You answered him, luckily your voice coming out of your mouth, firm and confident.

You managed to get out of the room after that and as soon as you stepped out, you were confronted by the secretary that now had by his side the vice president of the company, whom you had seen often around but never got the chance to speak to.

You tried your best to not show your unstable emotions and proceeded to bow your head as the two passed you by, the secretary telling Mr Jin to do all he can to make this meeting go well as Jungkook had proved to be out of reach for them since he wasn't opening his phone now he was answering the door to his apartment.

The words you overheard being exchanged between them had made you worried as there is no way the Jungkook you knew would purposely be neglecting his work to such an extent.

"Sorry. What do you mean he won't open the door? Did someone try hard enough? Maybe he was asleep and didn't hear it or something?" You couldn't help but speak up to Jungkook's secretary since he was the only one by the doorstep yet, Mr Jin having already stepped inside the meeting room. 

"What can I tell you, Shin has been banging on his door for a while now since we sent him to go over. He said that probably no one is home because he could hear nothing from inside. Not a single sound." The secretary explained to you, him too looking clearly worried with the whole situation.

---Change of set ---

Seon was alone in the hospital room and was looking at the window, which was to her right, at some distance from her bed.

She couldn't see much from where she was, except for the buildings on the opposite side and that made her a little unhappy because she wanted to see the sky.

She had been confined in this place for three days, but until that moment she had not even taken the initiative to leave the room, which was too white for her taste. She missed her black curtains and her room. The tranquillity of her home and the quietness. There she could have closed herself up and not have had to see doctors every day although she knew that the doctors were visiting her for her own good.

In two days they told her they would let her go home. She has been told to take a break from things that stress her out and start doing simple everyday things that usually make her happy. Yet she couldn't do such a thing because her everyday life included Jungkook, a small smile from him, and a warm hug when they would watch movies together at night. All those little things that were once her everyday normal things had now changed, even though the memories remained sweet.

She herself had changed now because now those little moments with Jungkook weren't enough when she compared them to the ones she spent with Jimin. The time was so short with him, and yet he had managed to overwhelm her mind and thoughts, her emotions. His hug was warmer than any other, it was more homely than ever, a few days with him equalled the years she spent with Jungkook and now Seon knew very well that she was in love with Jimin.

She loves him but unfortunately, part of her also loves Jungkook. Because despite what he did, the two of them had had moments together. He had done so much for her, he had supported her in her difficult times, and he had made her feel what it was like to be loved as she couldn't deny the fact that he seemed to love her even though his love proved to be borderline madness and he had brought her to this moment of despair and mental chaos.

The more she thought of the mess, the more she ended up thinking that you may be right after all. 

There is no way to balance everything now, I just have to pull the rope from one side, no matter how much it hurts someone. I can't avoid the pain.

Seon thought as she remembered your advice from yesterday as you had told her that you knew that Seon didn't want to hurt anyone, but sometimes it's better to hurt someone with honesty than not to hurt them with a lie.

Seon's attention was drawn from the window as she heard the door to her room open suddenly and as she turned her head, expecting to see a doctor or nurse, she was surprised to see Jungkook standing in the doorway.

And it was at that exact moment that her cell phone started ringing too, your ID flashing on her screen as you were calling her to tell her what Dae and Ari had just informed you about. The two of them had been forced to tell Jungkook where Seon was after he himself had appeared on the doorstep of her apartment, demanding to see her.

You wanted to give her a heads up because you were aware that the doctor had advised keeping Seon away from impactful events for a while, yet you had been late for he had found her and stood at her doorstep, glancing at a Seon who looked more than surprised seeing him before her. 

---To be continued...