Mr Player//BTS FF

Chapter 23

"What are you doing?" Jungkook looked at you through the driver's mirror as you were sitting in the back seat of his car, driving back towards his company building.

"Just don't look. The tights I have on are bothering me so I will take them off." You informed him as your hands had already reached below your skirt and were pulling one side down.

"Are you Serious? In my car?!" Cold sweat run over him at the realisation that you were undressing, reminding to himself to keep his eyes on the road and only on the road. 

"I am very serious." You replied as you managed to take off your thigh-length tights from the left leg by stretching your leg and placing it in between the opening of the seats. 

"Do you bring my normal clothes along?" You questioned him as your eyes scanned the back seat for any kind of bag with them on but found nothing. Wearing these tight and short clothes had already started to feel unbearable to you and you wanted to get them off as soon as possible. 

"I left them in my office." He admitted his eyes were fixed only on the front as he didn't want to risk seeing anything he should not.

"Damn. That means I have to go through the lobby like this again." You crossed your arms full of annoyance before leaving your back to lean on the seat, in your mind thinking about the gazes they will give you again.  

Silence fell after that until the two of you reached the company and Jungkook got out of the car, giving his keys to the valet and you hurried to follow after him with your files in hand.

While you entered, as expected some gazes followed your figure until you and Jungkook entered the elevator.

"Hold up...What is this?!" He took a look your way and his eyes grew wide as he had immediately noticed something that you hadn't and you looked down to yourself to follow his gaze, only to realise what was he referring to. 

"Oh! I forgot to take off the other tight for the other leg." You uttered, as you had apparently taken off only the tights from the one and you had ended up with one black tight on and one-off.

Now I understand why everyone was looking at me. How embarrasing~

You thought as you immediately put one hand below your skirt in an attempt to lower the tight that was left but while you were still holding those files, it proved to be quite difficult and the only thing you had resulting on doing was lifting up your skirt.

"Aaah! I can't take it off using one hand only. I will tear it up. Can you give me a helping hand?" You requested of him while you looked his way, by that having in mind for him to take the files from you and free your hands. Yet Jungkook just met your eyes briefly and leaned down before you, his hands without a split hesitation having reached on your thigh and having pulled the tight down till the ankle of your leg. 

"What are you looking at me? Raise your foot so I can take it off completely." He lifted his head and met your gaze and you hurried to do as he requested, trying to shove away the fact that he had caught you unprepared and had literally shocked you with his actions.

Once he removed it, he shoved it into the pocket of his jacket and proceeded to stand at his previous place beside her, leaving you speechless and highly uncomfortable. 

The elevator didn't take long to open its doors and set you free, you following behind him with your head low and the disturbing feeling growing in your gut, at the thought and only that his fingers had brushed over your skin at that process.

I have no hope. I shouldn't even try. I feel like vomiting already.

You commented inwardly, for t was obvious that you couldn't overcome your problem with physical contact and although you knew what caused it, you didn't know how to overcome it. 

Every touch of a male scares you and makes you briefly recall images of a night that you had buried in the back of your mind, along with the feelings of terror and hatred that had been born with it. 

You closed the office door behind you as soon as you and Jungkook entered, him proceeding to take off his jacket and throw it on the couch, before loosening up his tie and turning to face you. 

"I left your clothes in the bathroom. You can change and then you will be free to return to work." He informed you and you left the files on his desk before disappearing to the bathroom, without saying a word back to him.

While changing in the bathroom, you couldn't help but think about your situation with Jimin and Seon and even think about Jungkook, who seemed too good and innocent to be hurt by this story.

And the point was that he would be hurt by your revenge as well, for you would have to use him and trick him into doing something he certainly doesn't want to do and he would surely regret it, but even if he learned the truth he would still be hurt. There certainly was no escaping pain for him, just like it hadn't been for you.

What should I do? I don't want to get anyone innocent involved. 

"What are you doing in there so long? Are you trying to slack off?  Get out and go back to work." Jungkook's voice coming from outside got you out of your trail of thoughts and put you in an instantly irritated mood, making you give him a death stare as soon as you opened the door and saw him.

"You know what? I deserve a break today, so don't dare say anything to me! Or even better, now that I think about it again. I'm taking that break. Have a nice day, goodbye." You didn't hesitate to make your bold statement as his behaviour had ticked you off and then you proceeded to walk out of his office, without even waiting for a reply. 

He called your name once or twice but you ignored it, and once you had made it back to the elevator again, you left a deep sigh escaping your lips. You had sure had enough for today and you sure had, even more, pressuring you in your mind, so you decided to leave and go grab your bag and go visit Seon.

Before you truly go for what you had in mind, you just had to meet her for a bit. You had to see if she will try to tell you on her own or if she seems like she is feeling bad or guilty about it all. You had to know If she would ask for your forgiveness and express her desire to fix things and express her sadness over the fact that she hurt you. Because knowing all that would have helped you forgive her. You knew well that you would if she was to claim that she was still your friend and she loved you. After so many years of a friendship, you had to give her a chance. 

---Change of set---

The doorbell of Jungkook's apartment went off as Seon who was sitting on the couch with a bowl of popcorn in her hands. The sound repeated itself once or twice, making her stand from her seat and walk by the door.

Her nonchalant attitude, however, instantly disappeared as she recalled that she had sent a text message to Jimin, inviting him to meet her. She had started watching a movie after that in order to calm down her restless mind and with time she had succeeded at forgetting about it until now that was. 

Her hands began to sweat a little as she approached the door reluctantly and the sound of the bell echoed one more time.

This is it Seon. You can do it.

Just open it and tell him that this can't go on any longer.

If you can't tell Jungkook, you should at least break it off with him once and for all. 

One...two...three!

She counted inwardly as she gave a mental boost to herself then she opened the door and faced Jimin.

All the thoughts and plans she had made for this meeting, all the hours she had faught with her fear to actually reach the point to make this move, to begin with, every effort of hers, came crashing as he stepped inside, and instantly cupped her face in between his hands, his lips claiming hers soon after, with great passion and longing.  

"I missed you." He whispered on her lips, as he broke the kiss,  his breath against her skin, making her logic get hazy, only to reunite their lips again, while his hand wrapped itself around her waistline and pulled her closer. 

--- To be continued ...