Mr Player//BTS FF

Chapter 53

Jimin's face lit up as he leaned against the doorframe, having just arrived at the offices' room of the company where you were supposed to be. His gaze travelled in the room and a smile got born on his lips as soon as your figure fell to his notice. 

"Baby~" He called out to you, making everyone turn to look at him as you jumped out of your seat in surprise.

"Jimin?! What are you doing here?" You questioned him as you ran towards him noticing how he had his body leaning against the door to keep himself on his feet, for his strength was still in a fragile condition.

"I didn't want to stay at home anymore, so here I am," He said cheerfully but your gaze didn't change much from worried as you were.

"You think you are in a  state to be taking scrolls around? You idiot! How does your brain even function, I honestly don't understand you." You scolded him angrily as you slipped your arm under his shoulder to support him and helped him to walk to your chair where you carefully let him sit.

"I just didn't want to be home." He told you again, his smile now becoming harder to keep on his lips without faltering. A thing that made you notice and think that something must have happened.

"I understand but Seon knows that you are here, right? You didn't leave without her knowing or something?" You raised an eyebrow at him as you spoke and as he lowered his head, he gave you a reply.  

A sigh escaped your lips on the realisation before simply grabbing your cell phone and texting Seon, telling her to come to get him in no time, then you grabbed a chair from a nearby empty desk and sat down.

"You're cramped in here. Do you want me to help you go to Jungkook's office so you can get comfortable on the couch there?" You suggested, completely ignoring the whispers that had filled the room since he had made his presence noticeable.

"I don't want to see him." Jimin blurted out as he really didn't want to meet Jungkook. Neither him nor Seon at the moment because he was in pain.

Yes, he knew very well that it wasn't his brother's or her fault, after all, no one told him to love the wrong person, but still, it was so hard that no one could see that he was also a victim in the end. No one but you basically who for some reason never attacked him, telling him how stupid he was to do what he did to his brother because the truth was that he was feeling worse and worse every day for it. Like miserable garbage whose breath wanted to halt.  

"What happened Jimin?" You asked him, your voice a little low as you didn't want anyone to hear your conversation and Jimin just made eye contact with you without saying a word, showing you that he was like a glass so full that it was about to break it.

You felt bad seeing him like that and just got up and brought him into your embrace, his head tucked well under your chest where his head reached as he was sitting.

"Calm down, it's okay. It will pass. Just a little while more and it will pass." You uttered a few words that anyone would say but you couldn't find anything else to say but that and the truth was that you always felt uncomfortable comforting others because there was no right way to do it.

"When?... He'll remember one day and he will hate me. She loves him, she said, and she'll choose him...Why does it seem to me that I'm the only one who got torn apart and was left behind, with my mistakes and a heart that did it all out of love? " His words hurt your heart a little, realizing a little more how much Jimin truly loved your friend.

In the end, it may not have been that you were the way you were that caused your relationship to fail. It was the fact that from the beginning you had had no hope and suddenly the thought that he was with you from the beginning just to forget Seon hit you, leaving you with an unpleasant taste truth was. Because he had used you and now it was apparent.