Mr Player//BTS FF

Chapter 101

Before you could even comprehend well what was going on, you found yourself secured in Jungkook's embrace, as he held you tightly and protectively, while you remained frozen and with wide eyes, seeing the movements of the others but being unable to react.

The security men took hold of Luke and were dragging him out while he was screaming some things at you that you weren't able to hear as the world seemed as if it had gone quiet around you. For a while, you couldn't even feel Jungkook's hold around you, nor the tears that were still running down your cheeks unconsciously.

"It's okay- Don't listen to him, you are not like that," Jungkook whispered to you as he covered your ears, not knowing that you were already not having any input of the words Luke was yelling at you that were basically a repetition of the poison he had already intoxicated your mind with.

He could feel the trembling of your body vibrating against his skin, the coldness of your flesh and he had taken notice of the fact that despite your lips being at the side of his ear, he hadn't heard you inhaling or exhaling any breaths.

Jungkook had been worried sick but he was thankful that thanks to that location you had sent to Dae, he had been able to track you all the way and find you in time. He didn't know however that he had been lucky, for if it wasn't over the fact that Luke -had tried to not let any sign of you behind and had gathered your scattered belongings after he had gotten you unconscious- he most like wouldn't have been able to find you, but just find your phone.

"Calm down Y/N, I am here. " Jungkook pulled away and cupped your face in his hands while he looked at you with a vulnerable gaze, feeling hurt and sad by seeing you so shocked, with tears streaming down your face and blood stains all over.

"Did he do anything to you? Did he hurt you?" He questioned just as that thought made him fuel inside and want to get out of there and beat Luke to a pulp. The only reason he had landed only a punch at him and hadn't left his anger unleashed on him was that he had considered reassuring and securing you, more important than him venting his own anger.

You remained nonresponsive as he just kept cleaning up your tears and the blood that had dried under your nose with his sleeves, caring none about his white shirt, or who was looking at you two, as some workers of the hotel were still standing by the door frame.

"Y/n, Y/n please look at me. Y/N..."He spoke to you softly as your eyes had yet to focus on anything but as he let his forehead softly lean against yours with eyes that started getting filled with tears, reflecting yours, you finally snapped out of it and inhaled a sharp breath. 

Your eyes travelled his face quickly in disbelief as he pulled slightly away and the warmth of his palm on your cheeks brought you further aware of his existence before you.

"Jungk-Jungkook" You uttered his name in a breaking voice and his glassy eyes lit up as if you had gifted him the greatest of news before he nodded his head.

"I am here. I got you, you are safe. " He tried to reassure you however that only made your face distort more as you started crying again, but this time you threw your arms around his neck and pulled him close, keeping him there tightly as you proceeded to sob and he held you there firmly and warmly, allowing his hand to travel up an down your back reassuringly.

"Thank you...Thank you." He heard you whisper as you hid your face at the crook of his neck, and he felt your fingers dig into the fabric of his shirt desperately, making him plant a kiss by the side of your head on your hair and hold you even tighter.

All it took was that single moment to make Jungkook aware and certain of what he wanted to be in your life. Even if he couldn't be anything much, he truly wanted to be someone you run to for help, some you lean on without fear of being let down. Someone you hold onto like you were at that moment, and whose touch reassures you and washes away your suffering. He wanted to be like the one you were for him back in his amnesia days and even though he was aware that he, as he was at the moment, he didn't deserve you. At that single minute, on the way, you were embracing him and the way his heart was beating, he knew, there existed no bad trade of himself that he wouldn't set aflame and change if it meant that he could have you. If it allowed him to love you.

"There's no one that can hurt you. I promise you. I will keep you safe with all I have and all I can do. No one will make you cry again." He promised softly by your ear as he slightly pulled away to meet your gaze and you looked at him with a broken gaze as you uttered. "I don't deserve that"

He shushed you as he placed his thumb over your lips and moved his head slightly negatively, letting you know that he didn't agree with that statement of yours.

"It's okay. You don't always have to deserve something to have it. You are the one that once told me that, everyone makes mistakes and how we grow from them is what makes us better humans. So I don't care what that idiot has been saying to you or what you believe of those things, even if it is truly so, I don't care. You can be as bad as you want...because I- I already love you." The words rolled out of his lips like freedom itself, for he had never felt more pressured yet liberated in the span of a few seconds. He had never thought he would have the courage to admit such a thing to himself, much more utter it out loud, for you to hear. 

You said nothing back to his dread but just stared at him, most likely taken aback, and you sure were, but you were also debating what kind of love was he referring to. You didn't want to misunderstand and expose yourself for no reason. However there existed only one way to find out, so you had to ask.

"You love me in...what way?"

"What way?" Jungkook repeated your words as he kept looking at you, unsure of how to summarise the storm of feelings he held within him for you.

"I love you...I love how annoying you are, how stubborn, how you never listen to me, and how I hate you. I love how I can't stand you at times, but I miss you when you aren't around. I love seeing you but I hate seeing you unhappy. I love when you get playful, or shy and I love when you try to lie. I love when you fail and mess up and I love when you get angry, even if it's at me. I love your existence. I love your heart and your body and, I just...I really just love you." He rambled on in an attempt to make sense of the chaos that he held within him and you just looked at him, stunned by his confession for it was unexpected and even more than that.

It was real. Everything he uttered, seemed sincere. The way he was looking at you at that moment, made it clear to you that you had before you a man in love with you and you could realize that because that was the exact way he used to look at you when he didn't have his memories. With that slight desperation dancing on his orbs over the fact that no words could ever do justice to the torturing passionate feelings he had for you.

"You really....you really have fallen in love with me?" You questioned even though you had already been convinced it was just too much to accept. Because the Jungkook you knew was someone in love with Seon and was supposed to always be someone that would remain in love with her. All the years that you knew him, he had been nothing but that. He had had eyes only but Seon and would talk with sweetness, looking like a love-struck fool, only when talking about her. There was never a moment in your life you had thought about that changing in the past, yet here you were.

Your lives had sure taken very different roads, from the moment that Seon and Jimin had gotten involved with each other. To the point that you didn't know if that mistake of theirs was to even be considered a bad one at this point.

Jungkook didn't reply to your question, however, but he took hold of your face gently again and left his eyes to look at yours endearingly for a bit, before he allowed the to travel to your lips and slowly leaned closer, giving you enough time to pull away if you wanted. He even paused his movement just mere inches away from your lips as his eyes remained stuck in yours, unwilling to do anything that you could possibly dislike, so he needed your permission and after exchanging a few breathes and each having their heartbeats echoing in their ears, you let your eyes fall close, allowing him to understand that you were welcoming his initiative.

Your body flinched visibly as his lips came in contact with yours and he felt it under his hold, reminding him how many things you had put aside, just to live this moment with him. The realisation only made the warmth within his chest grow further while he carefully allowed his arm to wrap around your waistline and slightly pulled you closer, making sure he kept the kiss, slow, sweet and soft, for he had no intentions of scaring you.

Once your lips left one another, you opened your eyes to look at him again, only to witness his teary eyes looking at you so endearingly and lovely that you lost your words and generally your trail of thought.

"Looks like I will be yours from now on till eternity Y/N for you literally just snatched my soul."

---To be continued...