Dream journal from the car:
The dream was different, which is why I ran straight for the journal
I was in the kitchen with dad, mom was working late, like always.
Dad says Kate and I should get ready for our bath. its mom and dad's anniversary today, we are going to a fancy restaurant, but dad says we have to be washed before mom comes home, he says she'll be very happy if we are washed, dressed and ready to go
So I get ready to bath, Kate always baths first. I see her go into the bathroom
And then she's no longer in the bathroom, because I am.
Where is Kate?
Dad is saying things to me that I can't hear, I can't focus on a word he is saying as I am looking around frantically for Kate
And then water is around me, I'm in the bath now
I'm still looking for Kate
where are you?
my body is enveloped by the water
''Kate?'' I call out. No response
''Kate?'' I shout louder, still nothing
The water is over my head, but I don't move, its Kate again, this happens to her, she doesn't move, she never tries to fight the water.
why am I here? why am I in the water, I would fight the water, why am I not fighting the water?
I don't move, why am I not moving? I don't want to move. the water is sloshing around me, water is lapping at the edge of the bath, threatening to spill over
It does spill over
And then I can no longer breathe. I've been too long underwater.
Everything is black
.....
And then I wake up
I think I'm forgetting Kate
I don't want to forget her, I think Kate is no longer the one in my dreams. Instead in my dreams, I am Kate
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