So I Guess it's my turn to shine... My name is Paul Ryan McKinley Vendiola III, And this is how my life began..
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Bago pa man ako nagsimulang mamuhay bilang isang bata, I've already been an adult... Kasi I grew up with a heavy responsibility set by my father.. I was Born to a Rich and Family of Magnates.. With my German Father and a Filipina Mother.. But I prefer to use my mother's surname.. I don't know why pero mas comfortable akong gamitin ang pangalan ng nanay ko.. I'm not ashamed with my Dad.. It's just that.. I'm not to a German type of life.. Kahit all my life I lived in Germany..To be honest I've never been to school during Grade School and High School.. I'm a "Home Boy", lumaki ako sa mansion ni Dad were all the process are happening there.. I Study there and everything.. I experiences having ten different teachers per subject I study.. Almost all of my time I just spend on studying and indoor activities.. At weekdays.. I study.. At weekends.. Well, Indoor Activities such as Playing the Grand Piano, Violin, Harp, Trumpet and Cello.. After the session with my Music Instructors, I proceed to my HOME STAGE.. There I dance Waltz, Cha-Cha and all sorts of Ballroom..
This is the type of Life I'm in for the last 10 years. Madalang lang akong sumama sa mga Family Dinners ni Mom and Dad, they are also diplomats.. They go in and out of the country almost every month! Kaya naman mas close ako with the maids and Instructors.. I feel like that I'm an instrument to Mom and Dad because if they really care for me.. They should have let me find happiness and realize the outside world, baka naman talagang Mom and Dad test how Good am I being a Great Business Administrator Someday.. Kaya naman I pursue my studies and be the best I can be.. To make my Parents Proud..
One Day nakinig kong nagtatalo si Mom and Dad, they are arguing about the Business, Dad's company is slowly getting down.. Kaya naman my Dad decided to leave and find a way to retrieve the money embezzled from the company..
Dad's gone for almost 3 years... I barely recognize him, he's aging fast.. Maybe due to stress and Anxiety.. Kaya naman mas lalo ko pa talagang pinagbutihan ang pag-aaral ko, mas lalo ko pang ginalingan ang lahat ng Activities I'm in para sa buhay na pinangarap sa akin ni Dad, at alam kong tanggap ko na ito mula pagkabata.. Maybe this is the way for me being successful..
After a month, during my Piano session.. Dad suddenly collapsed and we rushed him to the nearest Hospital..
The Doctor said that Dad's been diagnosed with Lung Cancer, Stage 4, we're all in a sorrowful mood, kaya naman we do nothing but wait for him to**** I hate to think of it (*crying*)
Dad's in a coma, kaya naman Mom decided to go back to Philippines para maayos ang ilang papeles sa Company ni Dad, so that case anything should happen.. May back-up ang lahat ng pinaghirapan ni Dad, para hindi ito mapunta sa wala..
The Day After that, Mom and I packed up our things papuntang Philippines, Grabe, It's my First time there! I can Finally see mom's home country... We're only staying there for a couple of weeks..
The Next day is our flight.. Kaya naman I remember my German Days.. This is the first time na makapag-uuli ako.. Almost all my life.. Wala akonh ibang hinangad kundi makalabas ng bahay...for me to taste freedom...
Kaya naman when we set foot her at the Philippines.. I felt different... Feels warm and confi.. Kaya naman after that we go straight to the Hotel were mom set an accomodation..
After maayos ni Mama ang lahat ay nag uli-uli kami sa Ilang magagandang lugar sa Pilipinas like the "Ayala" "Enchanted Kingdom" I enjoyed my Journey.. But it only lasts a few weeks.. At pagbalik ko sa Germany... babalik nanaman ako sa lungkot because of Dad, of his current condition...
(AFTER OUR RETURN)
"WHAT THE??!!! OH MY!! WE'LL BE RIGHT THERE!!" Biglang sigaw ni Mom after we landed at the airport.. Mom's crying... I have a bad feeling about this.. Kaya naman kinakabahan ako hanggang sa dulo ng dila ko...
BINABASA MO ANG
Finally I've Found You : Redefined Version [COMPLETED]
Romansa"Sa Simula, what i've thought is that life is like a sheet of paper, kapag walang sinusulat, walang laman ang bawat pahina, ibig sabihin, tumitigil ang mundo mo, tumitigil ang buhay mo. I just need someone to fill the paper of my life for it to move...