After a day of work, you are finally coming back home. Leaving your company, you sigh deeply now aware of how tense your shoulders are. This work surely is not easy, but you get over it very quickly when you unlock your phone and see a message of your friend Xiaojun. A smile grows on your face as you read the texts and type to answer it.
-Hey! Have you got out of your work already? - Xiaojun asked an hour ago.
-Hey! I got out just now. I had to stay a little longer. - You respond and some seconds later your phone vibrates again.
-Oh, okay. I was thinking if you would like to come over tomorrow. We don't see each other for some time now. - He says, making you bite your bottom lip while grinning.
-Okay, sure! See you tomorrow. Bye ♥ - You say. Xiaojun answers back with hearts and a wink.
Getting home, you quickly take your shower and get dressed with your pajamas to sleep early. You want tomorrow to come so you can see Xiaojun again. Closing your eyes, you sleep fast, after being so tired. Waking up the next day, you get dressed and go to Xiaojun's house.
Ringing the doorbell, you wait some seconds and he opens the door. Opening a wide smile, he invites you to get in.
-I told you that you can enter without needing to ring the doorbell, right? - He says closing the door while you take off your shoes and chuckle.
-Yeah, I know, but I always forget. I just can't get used to it. - You say turning around to look at him, not noticing he was right behind you. You look a bit up, meeting his eyes and feeling his nose slightly touching yours.
-It's okay, then. - Xiaojun says wrapping your waist with his arms, a side smirk growing on his mouth.
Glancing at his lips, you get closer letting him kiss your lips and feel you as you both want. It's been like that for some months now. You and Xiaojun met by a group of friends and grew closer as the time went by. One day, being alone at his house, your first kiss happened. As you two were not interested in a relationship, you decided to forget about that and move on, but as soon as you met again, a light kiss turned into a heated make out. The experience was amazing to both of you, so, since you two thought the same thing, you agreed on a ''friends with benefit'' friendship. Nobody knew about that. Just the two of you. No feelings attached and no compromise. Everything was perfect for you. You could meet him when you wanted. Xiaojun was actually very good on it, and you never fought. The only problem you have now is, unfortunately, the biggest of all you could have. You caught feelings.
After some time being in this ''relationship'' with Xiaojun, you realized that you were meeting him not just to satisfy yourself, but for him itself. You like to be with him, you like to see him smiling and talking about his favorite things. When he is sick, you get worried, and when you stay a long time without meeting, you miss him. All of this is making you wonder how much longer you can stay like that. You tried to send him signals about wanting a relationship, but Xiaojun never got the hints, or he is just pretending he didn't.
After thinking about it for a while, you decided that today is going to be the decisive day. You are going to test him, and if he doesn't want to be with you, sadly, you will have to let him go, otherwise you will end up hurting yourself even more.
Leading you to the couch, Xiaojun sits down with you on his lap. Holding you to not let you fall, he kisses you deeply, pulling away to trial pecks on you jaw. You take a deep breath, not wanting to disturb the moment, but it's now or never.
-Jun... - You call his name, starting a conversation.
-Hm... - He answers still kissing your neck, his grip tightening around your hips.
