Taylor's POV
The floor was a lovely cold surface to sleep on. However, Travis eventually moved me onto the bed because I woke up cuddled by him. Harper was also in her own bed, which is very rare. "She crashed in our bed when you fell asleep on the bathroom floor, and she's been out since, not even waking up once. How are you feeling?" he asked me.
"Better," I told him. It was a complete lie. I felt terrible and was fighting the urge not to throw up, but I had a show to attend. He looked unsure but nodded a little, knowing I could be stubborn. There's no point in canceling if I could go on anyway. My fans wouldn't mind if the quick changes took a little longer while I threw up.
I forced myself out of bed, and I must say I fought so hard to keep a slice of toast in me. Travis told me it was an immediate cancellation of I couldn't keep breakfast down.Harper woke up late and wandered downstairs looking much better than she had been. Her spots had heeled over quite a bit, and she felt up for trying some food.
We gave her some lucky charms, and much to my surprise, she had them down in no time. "Someone was hungry," I told her, and she giggled a little before running over to me for a hug. "All better," she told me, and I nodded.
"Yes, you're all better," I told her before kissing her cheek and putting her down. I got myself ready, and then we headed to the arena. I was a disaster backstage, constantly throwing up, but I was so determined to manage.
The show could have been more disastrous. I threw up every outfit change. I really wasn't feeling myself, and I felt terrible. I just wanted to get home and cuddle with Travis. It got to the Red Era, and I had nothing left in me. I even questioned whetherI had enough energy in me to force some enthusiasm during the 22 hat.
I skipped along, holding back the urge to run off stage and throw up until I eventually saw a familiar little girl at the end of the stage. I knelt down and smiled a little, pulling her into a hug. "Hi, baby girl!"
I heard Harper giggling and pulled her out of the hug. I took the hat off my head and put it on hers before watching as she climbed onto the stage next to me. I grabbed her hand for safety, and she smiled a little, twirling for the audience. I watched as she grabbed the microphone and took it to her mouth, dreading what she would say.
"Mommy, you're lying; Daddy said you're 34, not 22," she said into the microphone. My eyes widened, but I couldn't help but laugh at her little comment. I scooped her up and took her over to the back of the stage while still singing. I pointed to where she had to go. Travis was at the side waving her over, so I pointed a little before kissing her on the cheek and letting her run off.
I continued my show as usual, but when the smallest man who ever lived started, the crowd screamed louder than usual. While looking into the crowd, I saw everyone looking speechless and pointing just behind me. I started to feel slightly conscious, so I turned around and broke character, not expecting to see Harper.
She was marching along in Ellie's old jacket. It was way too big on her and dragging on the floor but it was still very cute. She also had her own toy drum and two drumsticks, trying to copy the dancers. I laughed a little and shook my head before continuing with the song.
Once I lay on the floor pretending to be dead, I noticed some added weight sitting on my stomach. I didn't need that while feeling nauseous, but she didn't know. "Mommy, wake up! No naps before bed." She told me as she poked my face.
I had to try so hard not to smile.
My two dancers eventually picked me up, and she still saton me. However, I felt a third set of arms. Both dancers left, and I was left in one person's arms. "Daddy! You joined!" Harper yelled excitedly, standing up on me and climbing onto his shoulders.
I winced when her little feet stood on my stomach. I could have sworn I was going to throw up, but I managed to keep myself together. Travis placed me down on the sofa, and I heard Harper laughing to herself. When I opened my eyes, I saw her waving at people in the audience. She really is such a cutie.
Eventually, it got to "I Can Do It With A Broken Heart", and she wavedgoodbye. I blew a kiss to her and Travis before starting to sing. They both went down, and I couldn't help but smile the whole way through the song.
When it got to surprise songs, I couldn't even hold it back anymore. I apologized to the crowd and explained I would be right back before running off the stage and throwing up. I felt Travis grab onto my hair for me, and I continued. "Don't tell me there's a baby Kelce-Swift growing in there," he joked, putting a hand on my stomach. My eyes widened as I slowly stood up straight and looked at him.
"There can't be, can there?" I asked him, and he shrugged. I shook my head a little before going back out. Someone clearly had no control over Harper today when I got there because she was standing and reaching for my microphone. I heard a lot of aws as I scooped her up and held her on my hip. She reached out for the microphone and grabbed it, beginning to sing "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star."
Once she finished, the crowd cheered louder than they had ever for me, and she had a proud smile on her face. I gave her one back and took the microphone. "Okay, so the first surprise song is going to be..."
"Guilty as sin!" Harper screamed, and everyone laughed a little. My eyes widened, and I felt the embarrassment in the pit of my stomach. I shook my head and put her down. "Mommy, sing it, please!" she begged, so I sighed.
"Change of plans, the first song is guilty as sin. I hope you enjoy it," I said as I started playing. She smiled and danced next to me, and then when I got to the piano, she climbed into my lap.
"Okay, I have no idea what's happening today, but I can't say I knew she would come on stage at any point. I am so sorry about that. She's going to just sit here for the piano song." I said. Turning her so she would be facing me and couldn't start playing around with the piano.
I started singing the other surprise song and by the time I was done she was fast asleep. I managed to hand her off to one of my backstage crew members before doing my dive into the stage. I really had no hope in myself for finishing off the rest of the show. "Travis, I can't do this last era. I need to go home." I told him.
"You'll be fine, maybe Harper will appear again if you look sad." He told me and I smiled a little. I drank some water and changed my outfit before going back on stage.
I managed to get to karma and I noticed a little harper running out in Ellie's old karma jacket. My heart melted. She looked so sleepy but she was having so much fun. By the end of the song she ran over to me so that she could be part of the now. After everyone had run off stage I kept hold of her hand. "And of course a huge round of applause to the real star of the show, Miss Harper."
She flicked her hair a little and held up her hand for a high five. I have her one before picking her up and taking one last bow. We both exited the stage.
After the show I cuddled with Travis for a while, still wearing my midnights bodysuit. I didn't even care about getting changed. I felt so sick and I needed to cuddle and relax. Once Harper fell asleep Travis placed a bag in my lap. I looked inside and there were 4 pregnancy tests. "Trav,"
"No taylor, you should take them just in case." He told me. I nodded a little and got up, heading to the bathroom to change my clothes and take the tests. I took them all then lay them down on the counter while I finished getting myself in some comfy clothes and fixing my hair.
I looked down and for some reason I could have predicted the results.
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