Sorry Anyway ♡-- Dark Romance Bucky Barnes x Reader

Wish For

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence. Chapter contains elements of toxic relationships.

--- Your Point of View ---

Letting out a happy sigh you sat in the tiny café, you had gotten a chocolate croissant and a coffee, and you were enjoying yourself.

And you allowed yourself to feel this little joy.

You had been under so much stress the past few months that joy felt almost alien at this point.

You knew that Amberle was in good hands, two super soldiers were looking after her, and they were not clueless when it came to caring for a child, they had shown you that with their actions.

So, you were going to take advantage of the break and really take some time and relax.

You slowly sipped your coffee and ate your croissant looking out at the water.

You wondered what they meant by them sharing you, something about that was both appealing and terrifying, it made your stomach hurt with the number of envious butterflies going around and around – actually you thought they may be moths or something.

Would they really do that?

And the better question, did you really want that? Did you want them both at the same time? Really, really want that? It was a simple solution to the very clear dilemma of you loving them both, and it was very much having your cake and eating it too.

Now that the option seemed to be on your doorstep, or they were at least in playing with the idea, you wondered if you have 'girl bossed' a little bit too close to the sun.

When you finished your food and coffee you thanked the barista and started to make your way home, you took the long streets, when you got there you saw that there was smoke coming out of the chimney and the lights were on.

The closer you got the more you were able to smell something good, you walked into the cabin, just as the sun was setting.

You saw Bucky at the stove and Steve was at the kitchen table making what looked like a salad.

"Hey babe."

"Hey doll."

You looked between the two of them. "Uh, hello, something smells good, where is Amberle."

"We fed her and she's down for the night, the walk tired her out clearly." Steve explained.

"We are having steak, potatoes and salad – did you enjoy your time alone?"

You looked over at the dining room table and saw that it was set for three. You swallowed, they were getting along, you didn't feel any of the usual tension between them.

Bucky looked over his shoulder at you and did a double take giving you a wide smile.

"Can you get us some water doll, this is going to taste better if we eat it right away, you are going to need your strength for tonight's activities."

You tilted your head in a bit of confusion but did your best to obey his direction.

"Strength for what?"

There was a wicked smile and look that passed between Steve and Bucky, suddenly you were equal parts nervous and excited, you got glasses down, realizing that they might give you exactly what you asked for...and you wondered if you were about to understand the phrase 'be careful what you wish for.'