Sorry Anyway ♡-- Dark Romance Bucky Barnes x Reader

Horrible Person

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence.

Chapter contains elements of toxic relationships and punishment and being tied and trapped, - so trigger warning for that.

Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Your Point of View ----

When you felt the kiss of your husband you melted against him, without really thinking about to or realizing it you wrapped your arms around his neck.

He pulled you from the bed and lifted you up with alarming ease, super soldiers were like that, you felt his hard body under yours, you missed the feeling of him against you.

When he pulled away from the kiss you buried his face in his neck kissing his throat, you inhaled loving the how he smelled, something that could only be described as a manly smell.

"How could you leave me? Do you have any idea what it was like waking up without my wife beside me, I don't know about you but I tend to take my vows seriously."

"I'm sorry, it's just, all so strange, I never expected my life to go in this way."

He pulled back and looked down at your belly, reaching forward he ran his hand across your belly, you felt your daughter flutter and respond, as if she knew who was touching you.

"Are you and her alright?"

"Yes."

He nodded and seemed to swallow hard, the way that he licked his lips made you feel weak at the knees.

"I hate that you are going back to him."

"I'm sorry Steve..."

You reached out and cupped his face, with a very sad and despondent look he turned into your touch, his eyes closing as he turned into the touch.

"I will be close behind the two of you wherever you go."

"You will never leave me alone."

He didn't answer, he looked up and behind him, it was as if he could hear something that you couldn't, he leaned down kissed you roughly again, and quickly and silently walked out of the room, seemingly disappearing into thin air.

You were back on the bed wrapping your arms around yourself.

You turned when Bucky came back in the room, is eyes were wide and bright and he looked so happy, this was Bucky – Bucky, not Bucky with a hint of Winter Soldier, he looked happy.

"I found burritos...odd for this place - I know, but they are beef and large, should be enough for you and the little one for the rest of the night.

He came over to you and gave you a package, you realized that you were starving and eating could take your mind away from the mind fuck that had just happened, you didn't even have the emotional bandwidth to process any of this.

"You okay."

You focused on taking a bite of your burrito and washing it down with water.

"Yeah I'm just staring."

He let out a loving laugh. "I'm going to have to start feeding you more, your metabolism is going to heat up and get worse as our baby continues to grow, Shuri said that you might have to consume at lease 3,000 or more calories a day or more.

You almost choked at hearing that number, don't get it wrong, you loved food but...damn.

"Are you sure you're okay?"

You nodded and finished your huge burrito, you noticed that it was way more than you normally could eat, and you ate it without a care – Shuri must have been right.

Emotionally you felt tried, and you laid down on the bud curling up, Bucky didn't say anything more, he cleaned everything up and you felt him lay down behind you and wrap his arms around you pulling you to him.

"I don't know what is wrong, but I am here doll."

You wanted to cry at how loving and caring his is, you were such a horrible person. You have no idea what to do, so maybe you thought, you should focus on having a healthy pregnancy and baby, and then try and figure everything out.