Sorry Anyway ♡-- Dark Romance Bucky Barnes x Reader

Thunder

Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence, gun use, smoking, injury and possible uncomfortable situations, possible trigger warning for some parts, and swearing.

TRIGGER WARNING FOR MIND CONTROL AND SELF HARM.

Please do not read if you are uncomfortable with any of the above.

--- Your Point of View ---

Pain got a better of you as you slipped and in out of consensus on the bed, stress sleeping, after what felt like over an hour you got up and stumbled to the bathroom You stumbled back into the room and were shocked to see Bucky, still standing there, looking at you.

"You didn't leave?" He said nothing, only gave you a curious look, his eyes mostly empty.

Something clicked in your brain, gripping your side you walked over to the side of the bed and sat down looking at Bucky.

"Fuck, you really have no control do you?" You softly muttered to yourself.

You decided to do something wrong, and you knew it was wrong, but for...science?

You got up and walked to your dresser and pulled out a huge diving knife from the back of the drawer, you offered it to Bucky.

"Take this and throw it into the wall." You spoke in flawless Russian.

He grabbed it quickly and made a move to throw it, it was way to close to your head.

You yelped in shock. "STOP!"

You were started at how quickly he obeyed you - he stopped but looked in pain.

"Hand me the knife." Again he obeyed.

"Fucking hell Bucky...please sit." You motioned to a chair that was against the wall, he walked over and sat in it. Laying down on the bed you realized that all you wanted was to just cuddle with this man and feel better.

Guilt ate at you as you looked at him for a long moment, you regretted activating him like this. Shit it wasn't even supposed to be possible. You were not sure if this was going to work but you knew that it was worth a try.

"I want you to put this memory of what happened tonight in the back of your mind, lock it in a room in your mind - do not think of it. Get dressed and go home and go to sleep, when you wake up, your mind will be your own again."

Wordlessly he left the room and you heard him leave your house and a few moments later a motorcycle start.

You sent a text to Sam telling him that you would not be into work for a few days. You hung up the phone and your attention was drawn to the widow.

Lighting was in the clear sky.

"Seriously, right now?"

--- Bucky's Point of View ---

(The Next Day)

I woke up more than a little bit confused, I had decided to go over and see her late at night and return the favor of the blowjob she gave me, and I wanted to make sure Thor hadn't done anything to her.

But I woke up passed out and fully dressed on my bed, and I had a very bad headache.

"Morning Bucky..." Sam greeted me outside.

"Woah you look like shit."

"I didn't sleep well." I looked past him and saw Vicky at the front desk.

"Where is..."

"She texted saying that she wasn't coming in...Thor is gone to." Sam raised an eyebrow at me.