Sorry Anyway ♡-- Dark Romance Bucky Barnes x Reader

Feral Grin

--- Your Point of View ---

You kept on eating and doing your best not to worry about to much, you had to focus on your base needs, food and rest.

You could hear Bucky and Steve talking in the other room, it was soft muttering but you couldn't hear exactly what they were saying but they were animated.

You started thinking it over.

Could you really take them both at the same time? Would it be painful.

Could you be able to handle it?

You had never dreamed that you would let yourself be taken by two men at the same time, but you had done it.

You put it from your mind for a moment and focused on the food that you were eating. You closed your eyes and took a deep stammering breath as you drank your coffee and finished up most of the bacon.

When you couldn't eat anymore you set the try aside and leaned back against the pillow, after a moment Steve and Bucky came back into the room, you smiled when you saw your daughter.

She grinned and reached out to you and you took her in your arms and held her.

Steve look the tray out of the room and Bucky came and sat down next to you, he smiled at you and reached out and rubbed her tiny little head.

"How are you feeling?"

You wanted to tell him how conflicted you were feeling but you didn't say that.

"I feel alright." You gave him a wide smile.

You focused on him as he gave you a serious look, his eyes narrowed for the breakfast second before his face recovered naturally.

"I wish you wouldn't lie to me, I'll ask again, how are you feeling?"

You were caught, he could read you like you were a book.

"It's just, all of this is new to me, I feel like a slut." You admitted softly, kissing your daughter on the top of her head as she let out a happy coo.

"It's new to Bucky and myself, but I have a feeling that we can get past it, also you are far from a slut, you are ours and ours alone."

You glanced up looking at Steve who was leaning against the door frame looking at you.

"What do you think about letting her stay with a babysitter overnight?" Steve softly questioned walking forward.

You hugged her a little bit harder against you rocking her gently, you hadn't really been apart for very long before.

"I've never thought about it, she hasn't left my side really sense she has been born."

"I understand that, but every parent needs some space."

He sat down and reached out and touched your face gently, you turned into his touch as he kep this hand against your cheek, you thought about his question for a moment, your brain was so muddled that you didn't catch on right away.

"You mean, you don't want her here if the two of you, try and take me at the same time?"

"Yeah." Steve gently added.

You looked down at your daughter with a soft smile.

"Yeah I don't want her seeing things that she can't unsee." You teased.

Steve walked up being you and started rubbing your back.

"We will be gentile with you, you are going to have to trust us for this to work."

You closed your eyes for a moment and let yourself breath and felt your heart start to settle.

"I do trust you, and I'm going to let you have me."

You looked between them.

"I'll let you both have me any way that you want."

Almost in synchronization they both gave you a feral grin.