Sorry Anyway ♡-- Dark Romance Bucky Barnes x Reader

Oddly Nonchalant

Authors Note: Chapter contains sexual content and mentions of a three way sexual encounter.

--- Your Point of View ---

You walked back into the bedroom, laying on the bed you inhaled, realize that you could still smell them on the sheets.

They smelled different from one another, on a biological level, even, if you could close your eyes, you were sure that you could tell who was who just by how they smelled.

The smell both made you anxious and calmed you, it was such a strange mixture of feelings, you laid back and looked up at the ceiling, your heart was still breathing abnormally fast, or maybe it was normal, you were unsure at this point.

You did your best to relax but you felt restless, you had slept well enough, and you were still so conflicted about what you had... allowed them to do to you.

After a moment you heard the door open, you jumped and backed up against the headboard.

"Woah, easy it's us..."

Steve and Bucky came into the room, you watched them as they walked in with a tray, piled with breakfast food – it was such a large portion, you smiled at them as they came over, you knew that you couldn't eat all of that.

"Do you want some coffee?" Steve questioned.

You nodded eagerly.

"Are you sure she needs coffee?" Bucky asked.

"Yes, she needs it." You exclaimed firmly, Steve leaned forward and kissed your shoulder and then left the room, Bucky sat down and grabbed a piece of bacon and took a bite.

"How are you holding up?" He asked gently reaching over and rubbing your arm, you noticed that they were getting very touchy, not that you minded.

"Okay."

"You look like a deer in headlights."

He had a point, you bit your lip and looked around the room, in a second Steve came back into the room holding a mug and handed it to you.

You didn't want to admit that Bucky might be right, because you were not sure if the coffee was going to help you or make your feelings worse.

You took a sip and Steve sat on the bed on the other side of you, and ate some of the hashbrown rounds that were on the plate.

"What are we going to do today?"

"I don't know."

"I was thinking we should take Amberle for another walk, you both seemed to enjoy that." Steve offered; you watched as Bucky nodded in agreement taking another piece of bacon, suddenly it made sense to you why they had made so much food, this was a group breakfast clearly.

You had to agree, she loved the outdoors and you like going outside, sometimes you feel so couped up, and the fresh sea air did wonders for your anxiety.

"We should take her on a date, a real one, get a babysitter for Amberle and just have the three of us, go to the moves, dinner, something."

You looked up at bit shocked at Bucky's idea.

"That is a perfect idea." Steve looked more closely at you, almost scrutinizing you, you felt very vulnerable under his gaze.

"Start eating baby." He gently coaxed, you took a deep breath and held it for a second before breathing out with a small sigh, you picked up the fork and started to eat the eggs.

"So, what can we do to make you comfortable with the idea of one of us taking your ass and the other inside you at the same time?" Steve's voice was oddly nonchalant.

You started to choke on the eggs.