Sorry Anyway ♡-- Dark Romance Bucky Barnes x Reader

Lightheaded

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence. Chapter contains elements of toxic relationships.

--- Your Point of View ---

You found that you were slightly shivering as you put ice in the glasses and then put tap water in them – walking over to the table you spilled a little bit of water on the placemat - your body was responding to the sudden surge of anxiety by shuttering.

Steve walked up behind you and put his hand on your lower back as he set a large bowl of what looked and smelled like a chef salad in the middle of the table.

Reaching over he grabbed the water glass from your hand and set it down, then moved and put the others down, his movements were calm and fluid – so a stark contrast to how uneasy you were.

Putting his hand on your lower back again he leaned down and pressed his lips slightly to the back of your ear, giving you a light kiss before speaking.

"Easy baby – there is no need to be nervous, you know that we are going to take care of you."

The way he said, his voice softer than normal, and a tone that could only be described as sultry.

You bit your lip to keep yourself from whimpering aloud, he moved his hand a little bit to the left and squeezed your hip making you jump a little, but his touch calmed you down considerably.

"Sit down." He commanded, you did as you were told, and after a moment Bucky came over holding two plates and Steve was holding another.

One was placed in front of you and the others in front of them and they both sat down.

It was a huge portion of meat and potatoes, you thought about what they said, making sure that you had energy for tonight.

You started eating, and the moment the food touched your lips your appetite came in full force, and you started to eat without much pause.

There was a calm quiet between the three of you during this whole time.

When all three of you were mostly done, and Steve finished first.

"I'll clean up." He stood up, you started to stand up as well.

"You go take a shower." The way Bucky said it in a dominant and demanding tone made a chill go down your back and set butterflies in your stomach, you looked down at yourself, you were a bit dusty and dirty from the walk, you hadn't really noticed.

You finished the last few bites and shyly looked down as you got up.

"Thank you both." You looked up at them and saw they were smiling - with that you walked out of the room and into the bathroom – you only stopped for a moment to look in on Amberle, she was asleep peacefully.

You undressed and got into the shower, turning the water a little bit cold you walked backwards under it.

You didn't' realize that you had been standing there for a while until you heard the door open.

"Do you always have the water this cold?"

Your eyes opened and you saw Steve stepping into the shower, and right behind them was Bucky, suddenly you were bashful about their nakedness, and you looked to the side.

"That blush looks good on you, but it shouldn't be there, you have been with us both."

Bucky stepped behind you and Steve in front of you, you looked up at Steve, his blue eyes dark in the dim light, after a moment you felt the water be turned hotter, and Steve leaned down and kissed you on the lips – at the same time you felt Bucky's lips on the back of your neck.

You started to get a bit lightheaded, wrapping your arms around Steves neck to help you stay standing.