Sorry Anyway ♡-- Dark Romance Bucky Barnes x Reader

Exhaustion

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence. Chapter contains elements of toxic relationships.

--- Your Point of View ---

"Are you alright?" Steve asked you; you buried your head into his shoulder and leaned more against him, he didn't seem to mind and just held you tighter against him and you relaxed into it.

"Sorry, I'm lightheaded." You muttered.

"Are you feeling sick?"

"Not really."

"Is it us?" Bucky asked as he wrapped his arms around your waist and pressed his body more against you. You were wondering how they were both going to take you – you gulped as you realized you did have more than one hole.

"Yes." Your tone of voice was a mewling sound.

"Do you want us to have you tonight?"

You gulped at the question, Steve was always the one who was direct with his words, but this was to much, way too much at once.

"I...I'm not sure if I'm ready."

"It's okay, we don't want to push you...just relax and let me wash your body." Bucky gently explained.

You gave all power over to the two of them, letting Bucky wash your body gently, and Steve focused on washing your face and hair, they tag teamed this with alarming proficiency, if you didn't know better you would have thought they had done this before.

"You finished?" Steve asked.

"Yep."

The dizziness seemed to go away a little bit when Steve brought me out of the shower, he wrapped a towel around you and tucked it in - and with ease that could only come from a super soldier he lifted you up and set you on the counter.

He put his arms on either side of your hips and looked at me.

"Are you alright?"

The dizziness was all but gone, you shyly nodded.

You looked over his shoulder and saw that that Bucky was finishing washing himself, and he stepped out of the shower, again you blushed and looked away from his nakedness, something you knew was absurd because you have seen him naked plenty of time.

"Take her to the bed and I'll finish showering."

Bucky smiled and nodded, he came over and Steve stepped away from you, before you knew it Bucky picked you up and carried you to the bedroom, he set you down on the bed, taking the towel from you he dried you, and then dried himself before putting the towels in the hamper.

You stood up to go to the dresser to get a night dress, you were stopped by Bucky, just then Steve walked into the room.

"I don't think we need clothes tonight...it's going to be hot enough with all three of us here." Bucky mused he looked over his shoulder to see Steve finish drying off.

Steve inclined his head.

"Good point."

Bucky turned back to you.

"Get in bed doll."

You did as you were told, you felt so vulnerable being naked, you looked over and watched as both of them moved to get into bed beside you, again Steve was at your front and Bucky was at your back, they both put their hands on you but didn't push you at all.

You suddenly found that you were exhausted, you closed your eyes as a wave of tiredness crashed over you.

"Did you do to much walking?" Bucky asked, you nodded and hummed a little - not opening your eyes.

"Go to sleep babe." You felt your body relax, you realized you felt safe with both of them in bed with you, and you held onto that and let yourself relax enough to sleep.