Transformers Rescue Bots - The Past

16: A Rescue Bot - S

Boulder Realizes he wants to be a Rescuer, but it is telling his Creators which is the hard part of it.

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Boulder was an amazing Spark to his Creators.

He was living a good life, nothing really going wrong which seemed to change anything. Although he experienced a few scares in his life a bit, nothing really put him off foot for his plans.

Or maybe something did, he wasn't sure exactly what brought him to change his mind. Although he was with the Wreckers, part of him felt as if he didn't belong there. Of course, all of the Wreckers love him, but he didn't feel like it was something he wanted to do.

He was petrified to even say anything about it too, telling his Creators scared the headlights out of him just thinking about it. He heard many stories of things happening, some bots getting kicked out because they wouldn't follow with the dreams that had been set up for them. In the long run, those fears clouded his mind, which made it hard for him to even try and bring it up.

He didn't want his Creators to reject him, he didn't want it all to change because he didn't want to be a Wrecker. Because of the fear that was held inside his young spark, he remained quiet, but found the silence of it slowly affecting him each lunar cycle.

His Creators slowly noticed this too, how Boulder slowly kept himself distanced from the Wreckers whenever they would all come together. They had only thought that he might be going through a little phase, but the concern really hit when Boulder started to keep his distance from his own Creators.

It was giving them much worry though, as Boulder never seemed to talk about what was currently bothering him.

His Sire finally then decides to confront him about what the green bot has been doing, but before a single word could be said, Boulder is already hugging her while in tears.

"What's wrong?" She was very concerned as to what was upsetting the Mech, after all, he was quite a ball of sunshine.

Boulder doesn't answer, still crying as he can't find the words with what he wants to say. She just silently holds him, letting him be comforted by her embrace, knowing the green bot will speak when he feels like it.

It took a bit before the crying had stopped, to which Boulder could finally discuss what has been bothering him all this time.

"I don't want to be a wrecker." He simply states, and part of him as such a gut feeling as to what will be said next.

"You realize I was the only Wrecker in my family?" She says, and all the little bot can do is look up at her in confusion. "My creators are a part of our politics, my brother and sister followed suit too."

Boulder found himself intrigued by what she had to say.

"I understand that you don't want to be a wrecker, and I one hundred percent support you no matter what." She says. "And you carrier will agree with me, and do you want to know why?"

Boulder nods his head, waiting for a response which will quite frankly boost his mood.

"Because he too wants you to do what you want." Boulder finds himself more relaxed now. "So, if you don't want to be a Wrecker, that is completely alright with us since it isn't for everyone."

"I want to help others!" Boulder says, which gives a slight smile to his Sire.

"I bet you will be amazing then."