some people always feel the same.
no matter how long it has been since you have met them, they still remain just as close. just as precious and in some other cases, no matter how long it has been since your last kiss, it still feels like the first kiss.
sparks fly, hearts flutter and hands clutch the fabric on their skin, desperate to come as close as possible.
most of the times people kiss when they are in love but sometimes, kiss comes first and the realization that even after an year you are still in love with your ex comes later.
i hate realizations as much as i hate reality.
just a few seconds after jeonghan's soft lips landed on mine, he was pushed back. but it wasn't me who pushed him.
soojin came between us with a flower pot in her hand.
"stay away from my boss! just because you are handsome doesn't mean you can kiss anyone."
jeonghan looked confused and soojin was trembling, trying hard to look strong with her cute face.
"soojin it isn't like that. he is drunk, i told them to not do penalty shots but no one listens to me."
soojin slowly placed the pot down and smiled awkwardly. "so is it okay to kiss someone if you are drunk"
"not really but i am okay with it so don't worry."
"you are okay with it?" soojin scratched her arm shyly and i noticed that her face was turning red. "so if we drink together .."
"only in this case!"
why do i come across the weirdest people in the world?
she flinched and i left her behind to pull up jeonghan from the ground. i felt furious that we were disturbed. i placed his arm around my shoulder and he was leaning on me.
"tell them jeonghan isn't feeling well, i will get him to his room." soojin nodded and ran away while i struggled to get jeonghan to his room.
he could walk just fine but he was clinging to me. just like he used to and it was killing me. because it was so clear i still have feelings for him.
jeonghan was always quite the clingy type and i loved the attention but after about 2 years of dating, he suddenly distanced himself and it was never the same. i felt lonely as if i didn't have a boyfriend at all and then i decided to let him go because i hate waiting. i hated that i was miserable just because of his indifference.
but his absence made me more miserable than anything ever could. if it wasn't for hara i would have been a mess. eunwoo was a good distraction but i never felt the same for him.
no one could make me feel the same.
"go to sleep now." i covered jeonghan with the blanket carefully. i was about to go when he caught my wrist.
"good night riri"
"good night hannie. dream of something nice" my own voice felt so foreign. unlike the usual stern and loud voice, it was so soft and gentle. jeonghan really brings something different out of me.
"i don't want to dream of you again." he said and turned away.
:o Cookie: when arin was sad because they couldn't go to clubs or parties together, jeonghan surprised her by turning the headlights and speakers of his car on and dancing in the empty parking lot together.
A/N: next chapter would be a flashback to give a glimpse to jeonghan and arin's relationship before the big drama unfolds.
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