The memories along the flower road
They returned back like dust
And say I still love you
..............
i broke up with yoon jeonghan
and i thought it was the end of our story.
i never knew that it was just the beginning and fate had planned more t...
i watched as she dropped her gaze to the ground and left, her words were hanging in the air. this really is the end isn't it?
she confessed her love to me. she has never been more honest than this but i didn't react. i couldn't. i was too shocked, too hurt. and she looked so heartbroken.
i broke her.
just like she did to me.
she has hurt me so much. i feel broken. i always thought loving was easy. i loved everyone around me without expecting anything in return but arin took that away. she broke my trust and my heart and now it doesn't come natural anymore. i became much colder before i realized.
it took months for things to go normal between me and seungcheol and even longer for me to forgive joshua. i knew i had to do it at some point because i couldn't break my friendship with him. it was a painfully slow process but we talked and talked until we could understand each other. and i started to sympathize with him.
he lost the girl he loved because of a rash decision and she was still around him all the time, making it difficult to forget her. it must have been a torturous time for him as well but we were able to overcome it together. once arin was gone from our lives, joshua moved on and started dating again. but i couldn't move on.
because i just can't forget her.
"what did you say to her?" i turned to scoups furiously.
she was crying and it broke my heart to see her like that. he definitely hurt her with his words and i don't care if she kissed my friend or fucked him, i just can't see her like that.
"don't come at me yoon jeonghan. i did all the talking for you. it had to happen at some point right?"
"didn't you see how broken she was already? and you decided to pressure her even more? she looked scared of you choi seungcheol! you scared her!"
i shouted furiously and his face fell as he realized what he did. he forgets how intimidating he looks when he's mad.
"i am going after her" i declared but someone pulled my hand to stop me. i turned back to find seungkwan holding my wrist. i arched my brow at him and he seemed to be a little frightened.
"i don't think she wants to see you right now. let me go."
as much as i wanted to ask him to fuck off, i knew he was right. seungkwan is the only one who can comfort her at this point. she trusts him more than anyone else and after how cold i was with her, arin didn't need me.
all i will do is give her false hopes. we are both too hurt to love again.
it's the end of us.
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