His Redemption (MxM)

Chapter 75

Luke

I could feel everything Adriano was doing to me, and it was making my insides tingle.
He was running his fingers up and down my arm, he was sitting on my couch, while I was half laying on his chest with my back, in between his spread legs.
We decided that no watching movies, since it started everything in the first place, instead we were watching tutorials on play station games and how to play them.
He had suggested we play videogames but I told him it had been a while and I was rusty, so he suggested we watched tutorials, for my sake.

The computer was on my thighs, I know he couldn't really see very well from behind me, but he was explaining everything to me, and I was kind of enjoying it.
After our little talk, I was expecting him to angrily leave after I had openly confessed to being in love with someone else, but he didn't.
And that was another shocker for me.

"I still can't believe you've not played a video game in 16 years, that's a long ass time" he muttered out, his hand still going up and down my arm.

"I had other things to worry about" I muttered out, my mind going back to all the times I had to take Winston's wrath, and his hard training sessions, just so he wouldn't hurt Stefano.

He didn't say anything after that, he just kept on playing with my arm, but now his other hand had moved to my hair, he was pulling at the strands gently, and stroking my scalp, that is so fucking distracting, if he wants me to concentrate on what I'm watching, he better stop doing that.

I bit my lips and shut my eyes, while enjoying the feel of his slender and tender fingers on my scalp, my mind went back to our conversation from before, how he had told me that he'd do anything to have me in his life, honestly I still don't get what Adriano saw in me, or how he is so confident in himself that I will reciprocate his feelings.

I'm an emotional wreck, I have anxiety issues, I can't even make the right choice when it comes to feelings and emotions, I always end up falling for people I can't have
First it was Stefano, and then Hewitt.

"What's going on in that pretty head of yours"? He mumbled, his voice so close I could feel it shake the very core of my ear drums "what are you thinking about"? He asked again, and I sighed out heavily.

"How did you know I was gay"? I blurted out, and I felt his movements stop for a second, before he started doing it again, he didn't say anything, so I assumed he didn't hear me, or maybe he didn't understand my question, so I asked him again "when you kissed me, how did you know that I wouldn't freak out, and react differently"? I asked and he chuckled out lightly, before he sighed out heavily

"Because I saw the way you looked at me the first day we met, the moment I stepped into your office, I saw the way you were looking at me" he started, causing me to frown, before I quickly scrambled up, staring at him, he nodded "I know you don't like me romantically, but Luke, at the end of the day you're human, and every human with emotions and a good eye sight, always appreciates a good thing when they see one, and the way you looked at me that day, I knew you found me attractive, and it wasn't just the appreciative general kind, it wasn't the kind of look a straight guy would never give another guy, the way you looked at me...." He paused and started into my eyes, before he smiled "you were checking me out, and trust me, I've seen a lot to know that if you were straight, you would never check me out like that, so I made the conclusion in my head, that you were either gay or bisexual" he finished, causing me to slowly lick my lips and nod my head

"You know..." He started making my eyes to meet his "when I walked into your office that day, and I saw the way you were staring at me, I was half expecting you to make a move on me" he pressed, and I just cocked my brows up at him, causing him to chuckle out lightly "for real, deep down I wanted you to make a move on me, but then you...." He paused