His Redemption (MxM)

Chapter 95

Luke

Without looking back I made my way to Hewitt, I could feel Adriano's eyes on me but right now, my heart was calling for the man in front of me, and I wanted to be selfish.
I stopped in front of the table, with Hewitt still staring at me, I could see the uncertainty in his eyes, and I'm pretty sure I was mirroring his expression.

"Hi" I whispered out, he seemed to snap out of the trance he was in as he quickly cleared his throat

"Uhm ... Hey" he rushed out almost too eagerly.

I rubbed my palms on my pants before I sat down on the chair opposite him.
I don't know how Adriano did this, or why, but I was fucking nervous.
My heart was beating like crazy, I know i shouldn't be the one feeling this way but I can't help it.

I looked at where Adriano had been standing before and it was enoty, which means he had left, leaving just Hewitt and I up on this rooftop.

I looked at Hewitt and I noticed he was wearing exactly what I was wearing, which means Adriano planned this for both of us, and in a way it made me curious

My eyes raked through his body one more time and I couldn't help the way my mouth suddenly watered for him
He was looking fucking sexy, handsome, attractive and hot.
Adriano is handsome and attractive, but Hewitt.... Hewitt is just jaw dropping handsome, it's like everytime I see him, he gets even better.

He was putting on a white long sleeve shirt inside, with the top two buttons undone, giving him this rugged vibe, his hair was curly, short, very short but curly, shiny and he had lots of waves, beautiful ones.
He was putting on black dress pants, I could see his muscles from inside his shirt, and it made my memory to go back to the times I'd touched his body, all the times I'd ran my hands through those pecs, his chest, the hair he has on his abdomen, I swallowed hard, shutting my eyes and shaking my head discreetly, I shouldn't be thinking about this, we're here to talk and not me thinking about his body.

I opened my mouth to say something, and something else came out "did you ask him to do this"? I blurted out and I saw the frown pull up at his face, before he quickly masked it and shook his head

"No, I didn't ask him to do this, he uh... He came to me, trust me I wasn't expecting it" he rushed out, I looked at him, my face blank, but my mind was jumbled up
"Don't you want to be here"? He asked and I sighed out heavily, I wanted to scream at him that I do want to be here, there's no place I'd rather be, but I didn't want to look desperate, so I held my cool, biting my tongue, to stop me from saying what my heart was screaming at me to say.
"Look, I know I did you wrong and I said a lot of fucked up things to you..." I cut him off

"Hewitt...."

"Please let me talk, please Luke, just... Let me apologize and if you never wanna see me again, I'll understand, but please, just let me apologize for what I did" he rushed out pleadingly, I could see the desperation in his eyes, and I do want to hear him talk, but I just wanted to let him know that I was sorry about what I said to him two days ago, I didn't mean it, I still fucking love him
"I'm sorry, Luke I'm so fucking sorry for everything I did and said to you, I didn't know... I didn't know then that I... That I would ever feel this way for you, and I know it doesn't excuse what I did, but I'm sorry" he rushed out, I bit my lips, staring at him.

I know he's sorry, I could hear the sincerity in his voice, and asides that, the fact that he travelled all the way down to Italy just to apologize to me, is enough reason for me to know that he truly regrets what he did to me.
"When you left.... Everything became different without you, I... I felt lost without you, I thought I could never love you but I was wrong, I was fucking wrong and I realized that the hard way" he added, swallowing hard.
"What I feel for you, Luke I've never felt that way for anyone in my life, and it scared me" he rasped out thickly, I stared at him, my mind processing what he just said.