One Life

Epilouge

Epilogue Songs: (BARSS)

P-Diddy- Last Night

Ariana Grande- My Everything

Beyoncé- I Miss You

Justin Bieber- One Life

Ed Sheeran- I'm a Mess

Beyoncé- Running (I know who's song it is but in my world, I don't respect Naughty Boy.. )

It's me birthdayy 

Your P.O.V

It's been 2 months. These past months felt like years. Nothing's getting better.

I prayed, left my room secluded, and avoided any physically contact with anyone. I lived a recluse lifestyle nowadays.

India, Jones, Mat, and Trevor try to visit but I lock my bedroom door.

I don't want to see anyone.

After that day I left Pattie's house, a sex tape was released. The whole world probably seen it already.

I don't even know how, when, or why.

Some people were glad my "freaky" side finally showed up but a majority wasn't.

I was receiving horrible tweets telling me I was "worthless", "ugly", "disgusting", "trash", "whore", "slut" "fake".  Anything you name, I been called it. Even if it didn't make sense.

Most of it was from Beliebers though. I can understand why they feel the way they do but it's not what everyone thinks it is. I don't think I deserve this.

Every time I walked out my house, someone would laugh or shout  derogatory or detrimental words towards me.

It just came to the point where I couldn't do it anymore. I just stay home now.

The news was even addressing it which was vile. How could they even do that? Of course they didn't show anything because they can't but they said enough.

I tried telling people but it never came out without sounding stupid.

What am I even suppose to say? "It's fake?" "It's not what it looks like?"

What's the point? Who's gonna believe me?

It isn't fake and either way, one of us cheated which led me into this situation.

My family knows of course but they're disappointed in me. I hate when my family's disappointed in me but what can I say?

I can't just take back what I did. It was a mistake and it's going to bear with me forever whether I like it or not.

A lot of people are blaming my record label for "changing me." Their image was always like rebels until a goody goody came along.

They're losing sales because everyone thinks they changed me and that I'm fake. They got so fed up that they just dropped me and gave up.

Harsh? I know right.

I told them I could figure this out but they said I was bad for their business.

Usher tried fighting for me but it was no use. Who would wanna buy my stuff anyway? Everyone thinks I'm "fake" and "changed."

That ended up on the news too.

He said he'd keep trying and I told him to not even bother. I haven't seen him since last month.

Everything went wrong and I just started my career. Well past career.