PMS BOOK II: WAY BACK TO LOVE (Slow Update)

Chapter 45: Hide and Seek

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Chapter 45: Hide and Seek

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I am a perverted guy, A womanizer, a Cassanova. I love playing with girls especially with there feelings. I wouldn't even care kahit lumuhod sila sa aking harapan at magmakaawang mahalin ko. For me they are just my past time, my playmates or minsan parausahan.

I never treated girls right kahit sabihin pa nating sweet ako sakanila. I never please them, instead, they please me. After every pleasure ay kakalimutan ko silang parang mga tuta. Begging or minsan asking for me to love them.

This bizzare attitude of mine started when Patricia left me. Naging pariwara ang buhay ko. I started hating life even love. Nang mga panahong iyon para sa akin laru-laro na lang ang lahat. Na kapag nagseryoso ako sa isang babae ako lang ang masasaktan. Kaya ang ginawa ko I restrained myself from falling inlove, I totally changed my view about love. I play and gamble with girls for pure pleasure. Hurting them is my thing basta ako masaya.

Then I met this not lady-like girl in school. She's so plain and simple, maingay at maton. She's not my type, definitely not the girl I would waste my time with. Masyadong masakit sa mata ang ayos niya at ang matinis niyang boses? Nakakapang init ng ulo. Sumulpot na lang siya bigla sa room namin accusing me na binastos ko ang kaibigan niya. At first wala akong balak patulan siya but when she slap me on my face, that's where everything change.

Wala pang kahit na sinong babae ang kumalaban o nagpahiya sa akin sa school. For the record, she's the first. At that time, she got my interest. May binuhay siya sa akin na matagal ko ng pinatay at binaon sa limot. Sa una hindi ko alam kung ano pero habang tumatagal tsaka ko lang nare-realize kung ano ito.

Wala akong balak bigyan ng pansin noong una pero ng maramdaman kong lumalala na hindi ko na kinayang itago pa. I'm inlove. I've fallen inlove with a sadist. She got my heart without me knowing it. It was so unfair! Cupid hit me nang hindi ko namamalayan! I wasn't ready yet. Tinanong ko ang sarili ko noon kung handa na ba ako ulit. Mukha akong bakla ng mga panahong iyon dahil ako pa itong takot masaktan pero sa bandang huli, I took the risk.

I freed myself and let my heart decide what it wants to do. For the second time around handa na ako ulit sumugal, handa na ako ulit masaktan, handa na ako ulit ibigay ang lahat but this time, sisiguraduhin kong hindi na siya mawawala.

Everything was perfect at first. We laughed, sheltered each other with love, took good care of each other and shared precious moments together. But then, problems took over...

First was my ex. She came back after 2 years at sinabing gusto niya akong bumalik sakanya. I admit I was confused at that time. I was mad at her but deep inside I missed her. I'm just afraid to admit it. Isa pa ayokong malito sa nararamdaman ko between her and Shane kaya never kung inisip ang tungkol sa bagay na iyon. Things got worst nang dumating pa ang noong bestfriend kong si Arkin.