PMS BOOK II: WAY BACK TO LOVE (Slow Update)

CHAPTER 64: Batangas Shoot part 2

I changed the place in PMS Book 1 sweeties. As you may all remember, yung first ever vacation nila sa resort nila Chase which is sa Baguio ang nalagay ko pero Batangas talaga ang nasa isip ko ng mga panahong sinusulat ko iyon, di ko alam na Baguio pala ang nalagay ko doon. So,yeah, It's Batangas at na-edit ko na siya. :)Thank you for waiting. Godbless always.

CHAPTER 64: Batangas Shoot part 2

[SHANE]

Nang makaalis na si Chaselle ay tsaka ko naman hinarap si Manager. Sobrang sama ng loob ko ngayon at gusto kong may mapagsabihan.

Nakakainis, kung bakit ba kasi ngayon pa kailangang mangyari ito.

"What happened?" panimulang tanong niya ng makapasok kami ulit sa opisina.

Naupo muna ako sa sofa at huminga ng malalim bago sumagot. "Arkin's been asking me about Chase all of sudden. Minsan na nga lang siyang tumawag yun pa ang tinanong niya. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit." frustrated na paliwanag ko sakanya.

Hindi siya agad sumagot at tila may malalim na iniisip. Makailang segundo lang ay narinig ko siyang bumuntong hininga. "Shane, Arkin send you here for two reasons. One is for the photoshoot and two is for you to settle everything with you and your friends, not to mention, Chase." napatitig talaga ako kay Manager, may galit na unti-unting namumuo sa dibdib ko ngayon at isang pagpupumilit pa ay baka di ko na mapigilan at bigla na lamang akong sumabog.

"He wanted what's best for you Shane. He wanted you to live life not far from the life you used to have. Your parents wanted the same. They doesn't want you to change nor forget about the memories you've created with the people you've met. It's unfair to them, that they used to be with you before but now you're throwing them away. Your selfish and that fear inside you is devouring you to the fullest making your hatred rule your whole world."

"We are not perfect Shane, they are not perfect and he is not perfect. Don't just look at the other side of the story, you need to open your eyes and see the other side as well. It's not just you who hurt yourself before, it's everyone. Now if your still going to insist that you don't want to fix things up with them, well I'm sorry but the next time you asked for my help, I won't be there anymore. Let's go. The shuttle's waiting for us." and before I was able to respond, tuluyan na siyang umalis sa loob ng office na may mabibigat na yabag.

Ako naman ay napasandal sa sofa at ninamnam ang bawat salitang sinabi niya sa akin kanina.

Selfish. Am I really selfish? Then what should I do now? Haharapin ko na ba sila? Siya? Kaya ko na ba???

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"S-Shane..." mula sa pagkakatitig sa labas ay binalingan ko ng tingin si Elle na tumabi sa akin sa harapan ng bus. Tipid akong ngumiti sakanya tsaka naupo ng tuwid.