Living with Justin Bieber

Chapter 4: Justin's POV

Music above: Catching Feelings by: Justin Bieber

I wake up so happy because I finally told Clarissa I like her. I seriously believe she is an amazing person who I want to take on a date. I turn my head to the side and look at her. She is such a peaceful sleeper at night while I know several people kick and scream in their sleep. Her lips look so ready to be kissed. I could honestly kiss her all day if I could. She is so cute which I like. She is probably going to wake up soon and I'll be staring at her and thinking about what I like about her. She slowly opens her eyes and I smile. I knew it. She's awake! When she fully opens her eyes, she says "Morning." I say "Morning beautiful. Have a nice sleep?" She says "Yah. It was peaceful. How was your sleep?" I say "It was nice. It would've been better if you were in my arms though." She says "Ha. Maybe tonight or tomorrow or another day." Of course she says all that. I'm pretty sure I took her first kiss and I'm her first date. At least that's what her brother said. Clarissa sits up and stretches next to me. I sit up and stretch next to her. Clarissa says "Are you trying to be a copy cat?" I say "Maybe a little. It was a good idea. I'm holding you to being in my arms one of these nights." She smiles and I smile back at her. I say "Do you want to head downstairs?" Clarissa says "Sure, I just need to put on deodorant." I reply "Same. Let's go." Once again, I sit there waiting for her to go over me. This time I'm going to trap her and kiss her. She doesn't know this though. She says "Not again, Justin." I laugh and say "Yep again." She smiles and starts to go over me. When she is standing straight up, I put my arms around her waist and pull her onto my lap. She laughs and looks at me. She says "I wasn't expecting that. Good one." I say "Thanks. Do I get a kiss for that?" She says "Hm. That's a good question. Do you?" I say "Pretty please." She finally gives in and we kiss. It's the most perfect kiss there could be. I love it. Finally, we release and she walks over to her dresser. She pulls out deodorant and puts some on. I get up and put some of my own deodorant on. I take her hand and we walk out. Her hand is so soft and cold. Clarissa turns to me and says "Beware: my hands usually are cold no matter what." I say "Thanks. It was a little late though. I don't mind." She smiles and we keep walking downstairs. We walk into the dining room and take our seats by our moms. They both turn to us and say "Morning you two." Clarissa says "Morning ladies." They both smile and continue sipping their coffee. Benjamin comes walking in and sits down in his seat. Benjamin seems like a nice kid, but he might not like me. Idk. Clarissa's dad walks in carrying the food and sets it on the table. He sets all the food out and goes back to get drinks. As he's leaving to get drinks, I say "Sir, do you need help?" He turns and says "Sure and call me Rich." I smile and let go of Clarissa's hand. I walk out and go into the kitchen. Rich hands me 3 cups to carry and he carries 3 as well. We put the cups down for everyone and start breakfast. Clarissa's family is so kind just like her. I sort of think I love her. I'm not positive though. After breakfast, we all agree to go get ready and leave for the museum.

As Clarissa is changing in the bathroom, I take my phone out and text Usher. He can always give me some good advice. I text him Hey! Can you help me with something? I need some advice.Usher texts back Hey. Sure. What do you need? I then text back I'm dating this girl that my mom and I are staying with. I met her 2 nights ago and I may love her. I told her yesterday I liked her and she said she liked me also. What do I do? I watch the three bubbles on the screen appear then disappear. Usher texts back You must really like her. Is she a crazy fan? Or a fan at all? I text back She's my mom's friend's daughter and she is my age. She is literally so sweet and she treats me like I'm not a big celebrity. She is a fan of me just not a psycho one. She owns my old music and she said she was a fan of me in my not so great time because she believes everyone has a little good in them. Usher texts back What do you like about her? I text back She is so sweet and kind. She cares about me and she apologizes for other people's actions to me. She is beautiful and she has a beautiful personality. I honestly like her too much to explain. Usher texts back Send me a pic of her. Clarissa walks in right then. She is on her phone reading something I think. I quickly take a picture of her and send it to Usher. Clarissa finally looks up and says "You can go change now." I say "Thanks Clarissa." I stand up and plug my phone in. I grab some clothes and go to change. As I'm changing, I look at myself. Why does she like me? She thinks everyone is good, I don't feel right about liking her. Gosh. I'm going to ask her on a date for today or tomorrow. Get her to be my girlfriend and eventually say I love you all before I leave which will be horrible. Once I'm finished, I walk back in Clarissa's room and put my clothes away. I walk over to my phone and see I got a text from Usher. I open my messages and his text reads Dude. You got such a pretty girl right there. I think you should just see what happens today to help your decision. If you can tell she likes you a lot or if you think she seems like an awesome girl, tell her you love her. Go ahead. Be careful of paparazzi and rumors and people in general. Make sure she isn't in the relationship just for money from you or fame. Otherwise, I think you got a keeper. See ya bro and tell me how it goes! I read it and think to myself. I'll do what he says. I finally look up and see Clarissa walking up to me. She says "Are you ready to go, Justin?" I look up and say "Give me a kiss, then I'll put on my shoes, and I'll be ready to go." Clarissa replies "Get your shoes on and then I'll give you a kiss." I look at her and see her hands on her hips. Ok. I will put shoes on. I sit down, open my suitcase, and pull two pairs of shoes out. I say "Clarissa, which shoes should I wear today?" She sits down and looks at my shoes. She says "Pick the shoes that you think I would like and I'll tell you if you're right or not." I say "What do I get if I'm wrong and what will I get if I'm right?" She says "Oh. I never thought about that." I smirk and say "How about this-If I guess right, I get a kiss. If I guess wrong, I still get a kiss." She smiles and says "Wow. You must really enjoy kissing me." I smile and laugh. I look at my shoes. Now which ones would she like. I look at her and she is staring straight at me. Dang. I thought she could help me a little like glance at the shoes she likes. I eventually decide on shoes and I hope I'm right. Even though, I do get a kiss either way I hope. I stand up and hold my hands out to her to help her up. She takes my hands and she stands up. I say "Did I guess right?" Clarissa answers "Yes you did." I lean in and give her a kiss. Ah. Yes! When we let go, she grabs her purse and we walk downstairs. Luckily, they are all still getting ready or it would have been awkward if we showed up late and together. I don't want them to think I'm a bad person or that she is a bad person. They all finish getting ready and we head out. We all go into our same spots in the car and we start driving. I glance to my side at Clarissa who is sitting and looking outside as we drive. I think she can tell that I'm looking at her, so she looks at me and smiles. She then turns back to looking outside. I look away from Clarissa and look out my own window. We pull into a parking lot next to the museum and park. We all slide out and start walking to the museum. I must admit I'm surprised fans haven't stalked me and found out where I am. We walk into the museum and grab museum maps. We all start walking around the place. I take Clarissa's hand as we walk. She smiles at me as we're walking. When we reach the gems, Clarissa turns to me and says "This is my favorite part of the museum. I love all the gems." I smile and say "Very nice." Clarissa stops and takes pictures of some of the gems she likes and I can tell she is also posting some on Snapchat. Keeping up with social media I guess. We keep walking and admiring the museum. Benjamin keeps stopping and talking about almost everything. He seems very into science which is why he probably wanted to come. I look at Clarissa and I see that she has heard this speech before about shay everything here is. I keep listening to her brother as we walk around the museum. My mom says "They have a café here. Do you guys want to eat here?" Pattie says "Sure. It will probably be calmer here than other places." We walk into the café and order lunch. I decide on a turkey club sandwich and Coca Cola. Yum. After lunch, we browse the gift shop and Clarissa picks a purple gem to buy and a small necklace. I secretly buy her a cute little bracelet she will like and I tuck it into my jacket pocket. My mom sees me and she smiles at me. I can tell that she likes Clarissa which is nice to know.