Living with Justin Bieber

Chapter 60

Friday May 12

Earlier this week, my mom texted and asked me to come Friday afternoon after my classes instead. Apparently she wants to spend lots of time with me before some event Sunday afternoon that they forgot about. Originally I was kind of mad my parents did that, but then I realized that my plan was last minute. So yeah... also, yesterday, I bought cardboard boxes to box things up. I'm bringing a few with me home this weekend in case I want anything.

I finish packing my bag and I walk to Alexis' room. I knock and I walk inside. She gets up and asks "Are you leaving?" I answer "Yeah wish me luck because I really hope my parents are understanding." She replies "Well good luck and I hope you have some fun at least." I reply "Yeah me too." I give her a hug and I head out the apartment.

I get inside my car and I start driving. I stop & buy a smoothie along the way. I'm going to need something to keep me going. I keep driving home.

Around 7 PM, I arrive home. I pull into my parking lot and I park. I grab my bag from the back and I get my keys. I decide to leave the boxes in the car until tomorrow. I walk up to the doorstep and I knock.

The door swings open to reveal my mom. She immediately swoops me up in a hug. I hug her back and she says "I love you sweetie. It's been too long." Aw I love my mom so much. She's so sweet:) I then walk inside and up to my room. I toss my bags on the ground and I take off my shoes. I take my phone and I start going downstairs. As I walk down,
I text Justin I'm home. I'll tell you how it goes Saturday or Sunday. Love you:)

I make my way into the dining room where my family made me a plate of food. They pour me a glass of water and we all sit down for dinner. My mom asks "So, what brought you here so soon before your graduation?" I answer "Maybe we should wait until tomorrow morning. There's quite a few things I need to explain and I'd rather explain it when you are all more awake and happy. I can tell that this week has been tiring on you all and it has been for me as well." I hope that got my point across without sounding mean. My dad says "Honey, we will always be in your side and we love you. You can tell us anything and everything. Why would we need to have a fresh mind about anything? You better not be pregnant." Wtf? Dad? Why in the world would I be pregnant out of all things? My mom interrupts by saying "Honey, stop it. She doesn't need to hear this right now and she doesn't need to tell us anything right now. If you look at her, she doesn't seem pregnant at all and I would be able to tell if she was. Sorry Clarissa, your father is being rude right now and not understand. Please forgive us all." I start feeling a bit queasy and I set my plate down. I stand up and announce "I'm going to bed. Don't disturb me tonight and yes I forgive you. See you tomorrow morning." I walk out and into the kitchen. I fill my Yeti cup with water and I put the lid on. I walk out the kitchen and past my family. My dad yells "Sorry Clarissa." I just keep walking up to my room.

I walk into my room and I close the door. I walk over to my bag and I get pajamas out. I walk into the bathroom and I start a shower.
I text Justin So far at home-not too good. Talk tonight and tomorrow?
I set my phone on my counter and I take my shower.

After my shower, I put my pajamas on and I open my messages. Justin texted back Baby, what happened? Yes we can talk tonight. I'm free to talk, just call. I press call next to his name and I wait. He answers!

((Start of conversation))
J- Justin       C- Clarissa

J- Baby Clarissa.
C- Yeah
J- Oh no. You don't sound good at all no offense. What did they say?
C- Well my mom was wondering why I came so soon before graduation and I told her it would be best to talk about it in the morning because I could tell all of them including me were super tired from the week. Then, immediately my dad snapped about how I could be pregnant and how I can say anything right now. I didn't like him pressuring me at this moment and before you ask, yes I can be highly sensitive to people's comments on the daily. You just haven't seen that side of me yet, which is kind of good I guess. Anyway, my mom then snapped at my dad for being mean and told me to forgive them. I said I did and I left dinner to come upstairs.
J- Wow your dad is kind of rude to try to pressure you to say stuff. I'm sorry that is happening, I truly wish I could be there to hug you right now. Wait, what was Benjamin doing the whole time?
C- He said and did nothing. I think he just didn't want to get mixed up in it and would rather stay out of it. He is a very kind and sweet brother though, so I don't hold anything against him. My mom was sweet as well tonight, I mean it was just my dad. I have no idea what happened this week to him, but I hope he is okay.
J- Yeah that sucks whatever it is. So, I told my mom. Want to know what she said?
C- Yeah sure.
J- So, my mom came to Los Angeles for a few weeks because she missed me and wanted to know how everyone was doing here. I decided to go over to her hotel room with food because everyone likes food. Immediately she asked what was happening because when do I show up to see her especially with food. I told her that we need to talk and she agreed to. I then proceeded to tell her how over the past few months I made a more healthier and happier version of myself. I told her how I visited you and how we were back together, which made her squeal with joy. She was overjoyed to see this better me who got back his girlfriend. I told her how I wanted you to move in with me and she thought it was a good idea considering I was doing better and we would be working together soon. She wants to come visit us at my house one day to say hi again, so are you up for it?
C- Yes of course I am. Make sure she doesn't mention anything to my mom until tomorrow night because I'm telling them tomorrow. So, does your dad know?
J- Alright sweetheart I will and yes he knows. He was cool with it and wants you to meet my siblings since we are back together.
C- Thanks for answering me and being the sweetest boyfriend ever.
J- Welcome babe. I love you.
C- Love you too.