A Sisters Love (Demi Lovato FanFic)

Chapter 2

I woke up the next morning and left a note for Audrey.

"I am going out for a while, I will be back later. When I get back we will do stuff together.

-Karoline"

I decided to bury them. I didn't want to flush them, but do something else. Something more like a ceremony. I needed a private trail, with almost no one there. I looked on my phone and found one fifteen miles away from the hotel. It was a really expensive trail, but for that reason, there probably wouldn't be that many people there. I didn't want people to see me do this, I defintely didn't want people interrupting me.

I got a cab, to take me there; I didn't want any questions from Ryan. I handed over the money for the overpriced ticket. There were more people there than I thought, I finally got far enough away, there was almost nobody. I found a spot on the side and made sure nobody was looking. I said that the last night was going to be just that, the last night. I wanted to do it one more time. I was wearing jeans, so I picked my arm like an idiot.

I did it that one last time and ended up with fresh scars, five inches under the my inner elbow. I didn't bring anything, so I just started digging. I dug a medium sized pit in the ground and decided it was big enough for my bag full of blades. I poured them out and noticed a shadow over me. I didn't look up and was going to wait to see who it was.

"Who are you and what are you doing," I heard a familiar voice say. The voice was way too different to be Audrey's voice.

"I am just doing something that is dire to me, I will be done in a minute," I said without looking up.

"Honey, look at me," the girl proposed. Her voice was softer than before, it made me want to trust her and not fear her.

I slowly looked up and it was, the, Demi fucking Lovato. I quickly buried the blades and stood up. I wanted to run away, but I was frozen. I couldn't move she knew what I did. My secret was out. I was about to cry, but I held the tears back. I didn't like to cry in front of other people. It hurt me even more than the emotions that made me want to cry. It made me vulnerable and I did't like to be vulnerable. I did't let my wall down often, but when I did, it was by myself.

I finally felt like I could walk away. I started walking back to the front. I realized that my arm was still bleeding or was stained, I pulled down my sleeve and was thinking about not looking back.

"Hey wait, come here," I heard her call.

I ran, I didn't want her to see my like this, I would meet her the next day regardless. I felt someone grab my arm, she turned me around. I was still fighting back the tears that were threating to spill over.

"I-I'm sorry, I got to meet m-my i-idol like this," I stuttered as I turned around.

"I believe this is how we were supposed to meet," she said, her voice still very soft.

"I don't, but today was my last time because tomorrow is your concert. I wanted to be at least one day clean for it," I croaked.

"Come to my hotel and we can talk," she proposed.

"Okay, but not for long," I said remembering Audrey.

We walked out of the trail and then we were escorted to the hotel she was staying at. It happened to be the same hotel as me. I couldn't believe it, she was the next room from mine. I felt really dumb, she was in the room next to mine and I didn't know. I didn't expect her to be in the same hotel, especially next to my room.

I walked into her room and it was the same except for there was one bed instead of two. She grabbed my phone from my pocket and did something.

"You're welcome," she said.