A Sisters Love (Demi Lovato FanFic)

Ch.28

Demi POV

I got out of Marissa’s car and walked into the house. I tried to eat, but I didn’t want to. I tried to sleep, but I couldn’t. I was completely a mess. I went to take a shower and then I layed down in my bed. I just cried myself to sleep.

 I woke up sweating, it was such a vivid dream, and I noticed I was crying. I tried to go back to sleep. I looked at the clock it was 4 in the morning. It was a really long night, starting with Karoline and ending with this. I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep. I slowly fell asleep and the cycle repeated three times until it was 9 in the morning. I noticed the date, it had been 2 years since unbroken came out. I had interviews the next day and then the day after that I had a concert with Microsoft. I took another shower and then got a running outfit. I left my phone at the house and ran for two hours. I don’t know how to cope anymore.

 ‘we can help’ the voices in my head were back. They always catch me at my lowest. I was back at my house and went for some music time. I had the day off and so I could write some music. I sat down and started singing/screaming/crying a bunch of times.

“Hello,” I heard someone say.

“Who’s there,” I started to get scared.

“Mom,” Karoline started running into the living room.

“I thought you weren’t getting discharged until tonight,” I asked.

 “Well, they let me out earlier,” she said.

 “Okay, you want to eat some breakfast,” I asked. Maybe if anyone can motivate me it will be Karoline and Maddie.

“Yeah,” she said. Maddie came in and looked tired.

 “Do you wanna eat with us or go and sleep,” I asked.

 “I will eat,” she said.

 “You look exhausted,” I commented.

 “Cause you daughter runs really fast,” she laughed. I faked a laugh. Karoline looked at me weird. Oh dear lord don’t let her ask me what happened. I don’t want to tell her, but I don’t want to lie either.

“Okay, do you guys want to eat here,” I asked.

 “Umm I want IHOP,” Karoline said.

 “Where is Mar,” I asked.

 “She just left, she had urgent something,” Mads said.

“Okay, let me change and take a shower and you know get ready,” she said.

“Okay, I have to too,” Mads said.

“So do I,” Karoline said.

“Okay, let’s have a competition, who can get ready first,” Karoline smirked. I faked yet another smile and Karoline just looked at me like she had seen a ghost.

Karoline POV

 I could tell something was up with Demi and Mar was off too. I don’t want to ask about it, but maybe I should. Those laughs and smiles this morning was so fake. Maybe I will text Marissa or something.

K-Hey Mar whats up with you and Demi

M-ask your mom, she is the one that has any right to tell anyone.

K-okay, a hint maybe

M-no! if she wants to tell you she will, but don’t bring it up.

K-okay.

M- I have to go.

K-alright

 I walked into a wall and it wasn’t even my room. It was the laundry room. I laughed at myself and then walked into my own room. I went in and wondered what we were going to do today. I guessed not that much. I got dressed in black skinny jeans, a denim shirt, a scarf, and black flats. I didn’t want to take a shower, so I just threw my hair in a low messy bun, grabbed a black purse and went downstairs. I had to wait for Demi and Maddie.