JUST LIKE A BROKEN DOLL (BUT I STILL LOVE YOU)

JLABD 11

It's too cruel.

It's too sudden.

It's too much.

Jaejoong whimpered and automatically clutched his stomach when he felt a kick. Baby-ah, please stop kicking... You need to help Daddy get through this. Your Appa can't know I have you... "Yu- Yunhoyah! It's been so long! Wha- What are you doing here?" Trying his best to hide his stomach, Jaejoong pulled his uniform down and forward.

The man literally glowered and to his shock, grabbed him by the arm and started dragging him out. "Yu- Yunhoyah! Stop! What are you doing?! Stop! Yunhoyah! Let me go!"

"Hey hey mister, please release our co-worker. We can discuss nicely even if he did something wrong, right?"

Jaejoong prayed fervently Junsu's interference would save him. Yunho looked angry as if Jaejoong ruined something else for him again. He can't possibly know... right?

"He's carrying my baby so excuse me if I didn't know I need permission to talk to him in private regarding that matter."

Apart from the incident with Jaejoong a few months ago, Yunho never shout. This time he didn't too but the way he emphasized on each word, gritting his teeth and glaring at everyone in the viccinity seemed to scare people more especially with his powerful stance. Jaejoong shared the same sentiment actually. The only reason he's not cowering like others is because there's something more important to him now. His baby. His. He can't let his fear or shock control him. He need to protect his baby no matter what the risk.

"Your baby? Your baby?" Jaejoong repeated and somehow managed to snap his hand free. If he heard this a few months ago, he's sure he'll be happy. Ecstatic even. However, listening to those kind of words now; after everything that had happened, only made Jaejoong anxious. His heart had been broken beyond repair... There's no way he can fix it enough to face another rejection when all those pieces had long disappeared from his grasp.

Still, Yunho merely stared at him with the unfriendly aura.

Feeling strangely guilty and vulnerable, Jaejoong felt the need to look somewhere else as he spoke. "This is my baby... Mine. Mine only. Okay?"

"Fuck it Jaejoong! You can't possibly conceive on your own. Damnit, could you please just stop acting like a selfish prick? I'm here to help! It's my baby too, goddamnit! I'm the father!"

Suddenly enraged, Jaejoong found himself wanting to hit Yunho. He really would... if only he's not worried about Yunho hitting him back like that one time and possibly dangering his baby.

"Oh so now he's your baby?!" Jaejoong hissed, no longer caring about the growing murmurs around him. What's new? Apart from Junsu, everyone usually avoid him while badmouthing him for everything. He'd grown immune to all that a long time ago. Jaejoong suddenly felt like laughing as he remembered all his hardships before. He chuckled dryly when he thought of the reason for everything he had to face. Alone. "What makes you so sure? Don't you remember? I'm a worthless whore! I'm not trustworthy, right?! I trapped you that night, didn't I?! Of course I can do the same to any man! I can make love with someone else! Don't be so full of yourself thinking you're special! And even if the baby's yours, what right do you have to claim my baby?! What happened that night was this selfish slut's plan so it have nothing to do with you! So what if it's yours?! So what?! This is my baby and mine only! You can't hurt my baby! You can't take my baby from me, understand?! You can't! You hear me, Jung Yunho?! It's mine!"