JUST LIKE A BROKEN DOLL (BUT I STILL LOVE YOU)

BISLY 43

The sound of rushed footsteps doesn't interest him at all but the familiar voice made Yunho look up.

"Oh Yun, I'm so sorry..."

"Hana..." He accepted her comforting hug easily, already forgetting their argument just weeks ago. He buried his face on top of her hair and started weeping shamelessly. "Thank you for coming..."

"You should've told me about this! His pregnancy! His condition!" Hana slapped his back again and again, undoubtedly angry and regretful. Even though she's small, she's very strong for a girl.

Leo himself kept wincing watching how impatcful her slaps were though his employer made no sound of protest. They must've been really close friends. Though he'd never seen her before, she looked strangely familiar to the driver though. However, he couldn't remember why.

"Poor Yunho... This past few months must be so hard on you..."

"My Jaejoong... My Jaejoong, Hana... What should I do?"

"Oh God, Yun, what's wrong with you?! Don't be like this. You're stronger than this... The Jung Yunho that I know is stronger than this."

"I'm not... You know I'm not." He sobbed into her hair, feeling small and scared like a very long time ago. He knew she remembered. Yunho's never strong. He's weak. That's why he became who he is... He taught himself not to care and trust anyone. With time, he's naturally incapable of caring and trusting others anymore. He'd grown like that to protect himself from the loneliness, his father's rejection and people's hurtful words. Even back then, she was there for him like this too. She was his only friend. Companion. Family. "Hana, I can't live without him. I can't..."

"Oh Yun..."

"How could I live without him? I don't know how to live without him, Hana. Don't tell me to live without him."

"Jung Yunho! Stop talking nonsense! Your Jaejoong had not given up on his life yet! Don't curse him to die like that!"

"No! I'm not-"

"If you don t want that, then stop worrying! Think only about the good things! He'll be okay! Seriously, Yun! Do you know how crazy he is about you? He loves you so much he'll never bear to part with you, understand? So, control yourself! Get a grip and pray for him! He'll be okay!"

"But he's been there since 6am! I don't know what's happening in there damnit!"

"He's fighting, that's what's happening! Jaejoong will be okay. Everything will be okay."

Just as she said that, the ICU light went off. Yunho felt his blood run cold at the sight. Desperately hoping for a good news, he straightened his back with Leo and Hana and  quietly waited.