The Grey Reality

Why?

It's been a week since our little baby girl was born. We decided to name her Alexandra or Alex after the man that delivered her and also our best friend.
"So when does your mom come in honey" Meredith asked cradling Alex.
"I'm leaving in 5 minutes to go pick her up" I replied as the door bell went. I got up from my seat and walked over to the door and opened it to reveal my mother standing there.
"Mom I was just coming to pick you up" I said taking her bags.
"Oh honey I'm only 67 I can handle a cab ride into the mountains" she said kissing my cheek.
"Hey Mom it's been a long time" Mer said walking over with Alex.
"Hi honey" she said kissing Mer's cheek then hugging her.
"So is this little Alex Shepherd" she asked taking her in her arms.
"Yes mom this is your granddaughter" Mer said
"Oh dear she's beautiful just like her mommy" my mom said placing a hand on Mer's cheek.
4 days later
"Derek honey where is Alex and Chris" Mer asked
"She took them a walk around the yard why?" I asked sitting her down
"Honey your mother isn't right"
"Sweetheart what do you mean"
"Well she was playing with Christopher earlier and she didn't look well....she hasn't looked well all week" she said looking outside seeing them walk about outside
"Mer she is old she's probably just tired" I replied
"Maybe your right I'm just over reacting" she said hugging me tightly.
The next morning (Mer's POV)
I can't believe she's gone I've had so many good memories with her from Derek introducing me as his girlfriend over the phone to Chris being born and now she's gone.
We've all been sitting round the table for the last 20 mins just saying nothing. Amy has been gripping Owens hand since she found out and Derek just keeps playing with a coaster.
"I could have saved her I could have prevented this from happening" he said in tears. I walked up behind him and placing my head on his shoulder wrapping my arms around him.
"Derek there was nothing any of us could have done it was just her time but at least she didn't have any pain" I said wiping tears from my eyes.
"Meredith I should of listened to you she did look sick and she needed to slow down why didn't I listen" he said getting up and walking out the front door grabbing his keys on the way out. I was half way to the door and Amelia got up.
"Just leave him it's his way of grieving" she said hugging me before Chris came in with a picture.
"Mommy where's Grandma I drew her a picture" he said climbing on a chair and sitting down.
"Christopher when we went to wake Grandma up this morning she would wake up....Chris your ehm.....your Grandma died last night I'm sorry" I said welling up telling him
"No it's not true she can't die she's my Grandma she's strong" he said throwing the picture on the floor and running to his room.
When he left Owen and Amelia both hugged me.
Where could Derek be?
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Sorry for not updating I've been busy with school etc.

So I've been thinking about doing a Full House fanfic. It will continue from where Full House ended and continue from there. What do you think?
Stay magical
Abbie