If I Die Young ||Justin Bieber & 1D||

Chapter 67

I don't know what to do, if I go there I know that he'll be with her making out in front of everyone. I'm not prepared for this, but on the other hand if I won't go I'll show him that I try to avoid him which is the true to be honest. I have to go there. The past two months I've been stronger than I could ever imagine, I've built walls around me that no one can pass through them, only one person can break them and this won't happen because we're done and I won't let him do such thing.

I stood up and made my hair half up and half down after straightening them. I got my makeup done and then took a black skater skirt and a black floral corset from my closet with a pair of transparent tights and my black Jeffrey Cambells. When I was done I put one some red lipstick and my favorite perfume then walked downstairs with my phone, my black coat and clutch on hand. I walked out the house and walked quickly to my car. Only ten minutes later I was there, I parked near the pub and walked quickly inside. Before I reach the table where the others were on the second floor I took a deep breath and walked to them.

"Omg! Nessie you look gorgeous!" Christy exclaimed and hugged me.

"Says the girl with the 6'5 legs and the flawless makeup! And you just act all innocent and cute!" I laughed as I let her. "Harry be careful they may try to kidnap her tonight!" I added commenting Christy who was dressed in a black leather skater skirt, white long sleeved crop top and a pair of black tights and black Jeffrey Cambells similar to mine.

I walked further and sat between Cait and Jess as I could feel his gaze on me while he was all alone instead of what I was thinking.

"So you came! Liam said that you had other plans." Lou said as I looked at Liam and he winked at me.

"Uhm... Yeah, but unfortunately they got cancelled." I said and signed to the waitress to order.

"You're better with us." Justin chuckled and took a sip from his beer.

"Nessie come with me to the restroom please." Cait said and after telling the others to order me a medium beer I followed her.

"You'll drive him crazy girl!" Cait laughed and took her lipstick from her clutch when we reached the women's bathroom.

"He has his girlfriend he doesn't need me." I said casually while I was checking my makeup.

"I don't think so. Today that you were dancing he admitted that you looked hot and girl he was turned on, Justin told me. That idiot tells everyone who turns him on or anything. Plus I can make Justin tell me everything when we're alone." She giggled and placed her lipstick back in her clutch.

"I really don't care. You know what happened and I won't cry over him again." I said as I was watching her making up her bordeaux long sleeved crop top and her black skater skirt then pulling up her black over the knee socks.

"That's my girl." She acted super excited and hugged me tight. "Oh... I love your lipstick." She giggled.

We started laughing hysterically and when we were finally back to our normal state we walked back to our table where the others were and my beer had arrived.

"To the captain!" Niall said as we sat down and we all took a sip from our drinks. "And Liam your eyes on your sister, there are already guys checking her in here." Niall added and pointed to some guys on a tale opposite ours making Zayn look at me only to give him an ironic smile.

"He doesn't have to Niall, I'm not five years old to rely on other people." I said as I was still looking at Zayn and he was doing the same.

"I totally disagree. You're a woman, you always need some kind of protection." Zayn smiled ironically.

"These opinions come from people like you darling, who believe that women are weak and men are higher than anyone!" I said annoyed as the others were watching us disagreeing one more time.

"I don't only believe it. That's how it is doll. Now go back to your lipsticks." He raised his eyebrow to me as he leaned on the table.

"You know something? I shouldn't come here." I said and stood from my seat. "There are people here that make me sick and I don't want to see them. Neither I want to destroy the others' night." I said and after letting the money for my beer I walked away.

I walked out and headed to my car, but then I felt someone's hand on my waist an instantly knew who it was. Chills ran through my spine and I pushed his hand away from me then turned around and looked into his brown eyes.

"What do you want now Zayn?" I asked annoyed and crossed my arms under my chest.

"When will you stop insulting me?" He spat on my face.

"I'm sorry! I didn't know I was insulting you! It won't happen again! Next time I will let you insult me without reacting!" I said ironically and smiled.

"Stop it Renesmee or this won't end up good for you." He said through gritted teeth.

"Don't threat me! I'm the one who threatens here remember?" I quoted the words he said two months ago at his house.

"I remember much more than what you think." He crossed his arms on his chest too.

"I don't care about what you remember or not anymore." I said in the same tone and headed back to my car.

"I wouldn't say that." He said and I turned back to him.

"Excuse me?" I started walking to him.

"I think that you still care." He looked in my eyes like he could see through them to my soul.

Shit! I can't handle it when he looks in my eyes, I think that the walls start falling down and they must not because if this happen I'm left helpless with him with nothing to protect me.

"I have news for your Mr. Malik. I stopped caring two months ago." I said smiling and left.

When I got in my car I took a deep breath and turned on the engine, I connected my iPhone with the sound system and let Adele's When We Were Young fill the car so I could stop thinking what happened. Right now the destructions are my hobby and they work really good for me to forget.

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