Zayn's P.O.V
I quickly walked upstairs. I was ready for everything she had to say, even if it was good or bad. I love her and I could do anything for her. I knocked the door and Renesmee told me to get in. Before I opened the door, I took a deep breath.
"Baby...? How are you?" I stuttered
"I'm confused Zayn. I don't know what to do!" she said desperately
"Do... Do you need some time?" I whispered
"Yes... I need... I'm sorry but..." she frowned but I cut her off
"You don't need to apologize. Of course you need some time. I'll do whatever you want me to do. I only want to see you smiling." I murmured
"Don't you think that it's a little hard to smile after all these?" she said ironically
"You're right. But you wanted to know..." I tried to apologize
"I had to know Zayn! At least that's what I believe!"
"I think it's better to go. I'll wait for you." She just looked down and waited for me to leave her home "Remember that I would do anything for you." I whispered the only thing I could say for sure
Renesmee's P.O.V
I looked him in the eyes for a while. His eyes were dark and puffy. He may have cried. I lifted my head again and saw him opening the door and walking out. My head was a total chaos. I couldn't sleep all night. Thousands of questions were in my mid. I was totally confused. Around 03:00 a.m. I listened to my parents walking up the stairs and my mom got in to see if I was sleeping. When the door opened I turned around and closed my eyes like I was sleeping. When she walked out, I rushed of my bed and into my personal bathroom. I took a cold shower to feel a little better. I put my pajamas again and layed on my bed again to sleep, but I still couldn't. I stood up and walked to Liam's bedroom. I knocked the door but there was no answer so I got in and layed next to him. He knew that I was there so he opened his eyes and looked at me.
"What are you doin' here so late?" he mumbled with sleepy voice
"I can't sleep..." I stuttered
"I know... Liam has to stay awake again!" he said, stood up and sat on the bed with his back resting against the wall. I layed down with my head resting on his thighs
"Why are you telling this?" I giggled
"Because every time you have problems and secrets Liam has to know!" he laughed
"You know everyone's secrets? From all the eleven of us?" I said surprised
"The ten of you! I'm the eleventh one silly!" he said while he was playing with my hair
"Haha! That's right! You're the psychologist!" I giggled
"Something like that! Well little gummy bear what's going wrong with you? Why can't you sleep?" he said with a funny voice
"I'm thinking about what happened. What should I do! I'm afraid that if I'll choose to be with him it'll be wrong and if not it'll be wrong again. I really don't know!"
"Do what you really want to do! Don't listen to anybody!" he said
"Do you know what I want to do right now?" I murmured
"What?" he asked me
"I want to go to the roof and just sit there like the old times!"
"It's not a bad idea!" he laughed
We jumped off the bed and ran to the rood and sate there. When we were younger we were getting to the rood almost every night. We liked watching the stars, we believed that on the stars were people who have been truly loved. We wanted to be stars so everyone could see how much we loved each other. A little stupid but these people were me and my brother.
"Liam I almost forgot what I wanted to tell you with all these shit going on!"
"What happened?" he murmured
" Ugh... Caitlin...You know that Caitlin likes Justin right?"
"I told you I know everything!" Liam laughed
"I don't know if this is good or not but whatever. Well today after we left Justin's house we let Justin and Caitlin alone..."
I told him what happened between them and then my idea about him acting that he likes Caitlin to make Justin want her back.
"I don't think that it's a good idea!" he mumbled
"Why? Every boy wants what it's theirs back when someone else is getting it!" I exclaimed
"I know Justin very good, if he did that just to show her that he's not gay or whatever, he won't care at all if he see me with Caitlin." He frowned
"Do you think that Caitlin should do something else to be with him?" I sighed
"I believe that if it's meant to be it'll be! They don't need anyone!" he said with serious voice
"Okay... Let's go inside. I'm getting cold out here."
"Let's go!" he sighed
We walked downstairs and we got in our rooms. Of course I couldn't sleep again. All night I was thinking and when the sun came out I was still awake. I didn't walk out of my room all day. I was thinking of how many girls might fell in love with Zayn and he broke their hearts and destroyed them, made them start doing drugs too. I wanted to know why he did that. I tried to call him million of times but when I typed his number, I changed my mind and locked my phone. I was so confused, I didn't know what was right and what wrong. I just stayed in my room, with Liam waiting for me worried to get out of my room and the girls trying to contact with me and cheer me up. Zayn didn't call at all. Of course I was hearing him when he came and talked with Liam, but he didn't come to my room. I learned his news from Liam.
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Εnd of the Chapter 12!
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