Zayn’s P.O.V
I thought that I was in the same position as Renesmee. I couldn’t sleep and I wanted to see her but I couldn’t. So I stayed in my room all day except the few hours I was going to her house and talked with Liam about her. And of course the hours I spent in rehab.
Renesmee’s P.O.V
It was Saturday and the girls were at my home trying to convince me to go to a party with them at a friend’s house. I didn’t want to go out at all.
“C’mon you little piece of shit they won’t kill you if you go to a party!” Caitlin yelled
“I don’t want to! Let me here in my bed alone!” I sighed
“You little poop come on! You’ll just have some fun and get away from your problems for a while!” Christin begged me
“Christin’s right, you’re in here for a week and you do nothing!” Natalie exclaimed
“I don’t want to spend the night out! I’m not in the mood!” I said and layed under my blanket
“RENESMEE GET UP FROM THE FUCKING BED NOW!” Jessica yelled
She was angry and she was looking into my eyes with a devilish look which made me to get up and start getting ready for the party.
“Okay I’ll come for a while but I have to take a shower first.”
“She had to destroy our nerves first to come with us!” Caitlin gringed
After having a shower, I started dressing up. I put on a floral patterned pair of high-waisted trousers with a beige crop top and my black flats. But the girls looked at me angrily.
“What?” I sighed desperately
“Don’t even think about wearing these!” Caitlin said with her left eyebrow raised
“Why?” I complained and sat on the bed
“Take these!” Caitlin said angry while she was ignoring me
I took the pair of denim high-waisted shorts with many gold studs on it that she gave me and a black corset with gold studs too. When I put them on, I put on my black ankle boots which were matching with my corset and had gold studs too.
“You need to straighten your hair!” Natalie said
“They’ll get wet in the pool!” Jessica exclaimed
“Oh! I forgot that we have to wear our bikinis!” Caitlin said sadly
“So what?! We can get in with our under wears! Or with our clothes!” I exclaimed bored
“John said that we don’t have to put on a swimsuit!” Christin frowned annoyed
“Okay! Let’s make your hair!” Caitlin said to me
She put some hair mousse on my hair and made them wavy just like my natural style instead of straightening them and then put lots of hairspray on them so I couldn’t destroy them. Natalie had a pair of ripped denim shorts with a pink blouse with straps and a white loose lacy t-shirt over it with a pair of brown sandals. Jessica was wearing a black tank top with a Jack Daniel’s stamp on it with a black bust under it showing up and a pair of pink shorts and black sandals. Caitlin had a pair of high-waisted denim shorts with gold studs with a white tank top which had a big star and the phrase ‘DARE TO DREAM’ on it and a pair of black leather ankle boots. Christin was wearing a pair of floral denim shorts with a beige blouse with straps under it and a pair of beige Oxford’s. We all had our hair to our physic look and summery simple makeup but with thicken eyeliner. When we were finally done, I was more confident but it was already 10:00 p.m. and he had to go.
The house is near to my house a just a few blocks away and we went there on foot. When we got there, there were people in the front yard dancing and drinking always on the rhythm of the loud music. We walked in the house and the same thing was happening in every room of the house, we got in the kitchen where the drinks were and we took a cup of vodka for each one. I looked out the window and people were in the pool and the people on the backyard were in the same situation as the others. I walked in the living room and the I saw Zayn’s face. We looked at each other’s eyes for a little and he walked to me and just caressed my hair. I think that he asked me ‘How am I?’ but I couldn’t hear clearly because of the louse music. He then grabbed my hand and we walked upstairs and into an empty room where it was silent.
“How are you?” he mumbled and I could see that he was really nervous
“I’m okay… I think that I’m good enough…” I whispered without looking into his eyes
“Uhmm… Have you decided yet?”
“No… Sorry… But I couldn’t decide…” I mumbled and he just hugged me and kissed my forehead
“I’ll wait for you…”
That’s his last word. He then left the room and I stayed in there alone. After five minutes I walked out and went downstairs to the kitchen to grab another drink. There I saw Niall standing on the wall drinking from a red cup. I walked to him and grabbed the cup from his hand and started drinking.
“What happened to you?” he said worried
“I’m so down! I’m a wreck and I’ll drink tonight… What about you?” I said and grabbed a new cup from the table
“I’m a wreck too! I can’t talk to her and I don’ t know what to say at all!” he frowned
“Just tell her! It’s not that hard!” I exclaimed
“I don’t know how she’ll react and that’s why I’m not doing anything!” he sighed and grabbed a bottle of vodka and started drinking with me
“Why are you like that?” he asked me
“Like you don’t know the reason Niall… I don’t know what to do!” I murmured
“If you want him stay with him!”
“That’s right. Why everything is much easier when we’re drinking?” I frowned
“Because we say what we have to say without any fear! Hahahahhaha…” Niall laughed
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