If I Die Young ||Justin Bieber & 1D||

Chapter 46

I woke up in four in the morning all sweaty and breathless trying to manage what was going on. They will never stop, like ever! I stood up, slipped in my black and white slippers and walked downstairs to the kitchen to take a bottle of water from the refrigerator. As I was walking back to my room I passed from Liam's room and heard him screaming and begging. It was his nightmares with Ellie again.

For six months after Ellie passed away Liam couldn't sleep, when he finally was able to do such thing again he had terrible nightmares that she was included in them, no one knows what he was seeing only the psychologist that he was visiting.

I opened the door slowly and walked to his bed where he was laying, he was screaming her name countless times through his sobs and then he was begging. I can't stay there watching my brother like that so I just started pushing him lightly and calling his name with low voice to wake him up. Just a few seconds later he opened his eyes widely and he was absolutely breathless.

"Nessie what are you doing here?" He tried to catch his breath and looked in my eyes panicked.

"I heard you screaming... Do you have the nightmares again?" I asked and sat on the bed next to him.

I wonder about him, every time I ask him about the nightmares he doesn't answer. I don't like the fact that we both have nightmares lately and so often.

"Yeah..." He sighed.

"What are you seeing?" I asked as calm as I could.

But I knew it was wrong, he stood up and walked to the window. After a few minutes he still hadn't gave me an answer so I walked to him and touched his shoulder softly with my hand.

"Liam please, I worry... So much..." I murmured again and he turned around. His eyes were dark now and his mouth a thin line. He was so angry. It's not good when Liam is angry he could kill a person only by a single look.

"Go back to sleep Renesmee!" He said with cold voice and showed me the door then walked back to his bed and laid under the brown duvet.

"Liam tell me. Please..." I begged him and looked at him as he turned his back to me.

"I said leave!" He repeated in the same voice.

Liam never yells at me and I don't understand why he reacts like that for a nightmare by just a single question. I walked out his room and straight into mine with the water bottle still on my hand, I laid on my bed and checked the hour on my phone, only twenty to five in the morning. I still had so many hours until school day start. I turned around on my beige pillow and closed my eyes to fall asleep.

Suddenly, my alarm went off and I woke up instantly. I turned it off and minutes later stood up and walked to the bathroom. Still sleepy I opened the faucet in the shower and let the water run until it became hot. I hopped in the shower and five minutes later I was done in order to be quick. I brushed my teeth and walked back to my room with a fluffy towel wrapped around me. I turned on the straightener to straighten my hair and until it get hot I started getting dressed, I put on a black and pink laced bra with black laced panties and then took my uniform from the hanger in my closet. After putting on a pair of black tights, my black skirt then my white shirt and on top of it the bordeaux jumper with my school's trademark, I took my all black Converse and after straightening my hair and putting on some makeup, I walked downstairs to have breakfast with my black Adidas backpack on shoulder and my iPhone on hand.

"Good morning." I said to Liam who was in the kitchen drinking coffee and checking his instagram again like the little diva he is.

"Good morning." He simply nodded as he locked his phone and looked at me. "Nessie I'm sorry about what happened last night, you know that I don't want to yell at you, but I don't like talking about these nightmares and you were over the edge last night."He murmured looking sincerely into my eyes and hugged him tight.