If I Die Young ||Justin Bieber & 1D||

Chapter 42

Jessica's P.O.V

"Lou come on! Stop playing with Josh, let's go upstairs!" I said for the hundredth time since we got at my home.

We were in the backyard and Lou was playing football with my ten year old brother for over an hour.

"Ugh... Okay! Josh see you later buddy!" Lou exclaimed and after they high fived we walked inside.

I walked in the kitchen taking a chocolate bar and then we got upstairs and to my room. We sat on the light green mattress of my bed and while I was eating Lou was hugging me from behind with his hands around my waist while he was kissing my neck all the way down to my shoulder like always -maybe it's his habit after so long.

"I need to go to the bathroom..." He murmured and stood from the bed then walked to my bathroom while I was on my phone.

A few minutes later he walked out with eyes wide open holding -for God's sake- the pregnancy test I forgot on the marble counter of my bathroom that morning. There was an explanation for why it existed of course, he reason is that for a few weeks now I feel dizzy all the time, I eat huge amounts of food and most important I'm extremely late on my period,  I know that it might be normal for my age but never before anything like this happened to me. I'm like a clock on this, my period is stable since the first time so I just googled my symptoms and every site was telling me that it could be better to buy one and that's what I did. Only to make sure that everything's right, but I haven't done it yet. I haven't even told the girls or my mom or anyone else.

"Jess what the fuck is this?" He mumbled terrified and walked to me.

"Ι feel dizzy all the time and I'm late on my period Lou." I apologized looking down at the mattress of my bed.

"Are you...?" He murmured and scratched the back of his neck.

"I haven't done it yet..." I said and took the little box from his hands.

"Fuck!" He cursed. "When did this may happen? I mean how? We always use condom and I make sure to have control of everything!" He said louder and rubbed his face with both his hands.

"When we have sex more than five times a week! And when a condom is damaged it doesn't work though!" I said ironically.

He's not pregnant, I am... Maybe... I don't know... Fuck what will I do if I really am?

"I forgot... About that night... It was after that stupid party and we were both waisted..." He cried desperate. "Just do it please..." He begged with his face drained from color.

"Fine..." I mumbled and walked to the bathroom with the test on my hand.

When I was done I washed my hands and then walked to him.

"Well?" He asked anxious.

"We have to wait five minutes first." I said and he hugged me.

"Just in case that you are, I don't want you to worry about anything. I'm going to help with everything that you may need." He whispered in my ear and kissed my cheek.

If I wasn't so nervous I would laugh with how serious he was. I was waiting for five minutes and then gave it to him because I couldn't see it, I was terrified of the possible result. When I looked Lou in the eyes he looked at me with eyes full of bewilderment.