If I Die Young ||Justin Bieber & 1D||

Chapter 98

Next morning I woke up with my mind stuck on the awful nightmare I had last night, these dreams haven't stopped for a single day, but now I have compromised with the fact they even exist and I don't really care anymore. Either way, I have more important things to do, like try and help Zayn's family after what they found out about his father's health.

"Good morning sunshine." I heard Zayn's low and warm voice in my ear as he had his face in the crook of my neck.

"Good morning handsome. How are you feeling?" I asked as he moved his face and I looked at him straight in the eyes.

"Well, I feel a little weird, like a part of my body has was taken away from me and someone destroyed it. No it's trying to heal by itself with just a little help from a professional maybe." He murmured while staring at the white ceiling. "I don't know if you understand because it's quite complicated, but that's how I feel." He turned back to me and let a big sigh escape his lips.

"I understand completely." I answered and caressed his soft black hair.

"I think it's about time for me to go home. Now that my father is unable to leave bed for more than a few hours I have to take charge of a few things." He said and sat up on the white bed sheet then left the bed and started getting dressed.

"Okay. When I'll finish studying I may come by. I wanna see your dad, you know how much I like him." I left the bed too and walked to him.

"That would be nice. I'm sure that he'd love to see you." He smiled and left a soft kiss on my forehead making me smile as well.

"I'll stop by for sure then." I giggled and pecked his lips.

"I'm glad. Well, I'm leaving. Stay out of trouble." He said and kissed me for a few more seconds.

"Uhm... I'm coming downstairs actually, to have breakfast." I explained and we walked out the room as Liam walked out of his too dressed in a pair of sweats and a white t-shirt.

"Morning..." He said without even looking at us not caring who it really was because in the morning if he doesn't have breakfast first he can't do anything.

I walked with Zayn downstairs too and after we said good bye I walked to the kitchen to have breakfast.

"Good morning." I said to Liam and Emily who was already preparing our lunch.

"Good morning miss. Would you like me to make you something?" Emily asked turning her attention to me while Liam was eating a plate filled with pancakes.

"No thanks Emily and stop talking to me like I'm my mother or I don't know what, you're the one that I should talk with respect after all these years and everything you do for us." I said and started making breakfast as Emily turned to her job after saying 'sure'.

I don't know why, but since my parents told me about Zayn's dad it's like I fell from my little cloud and started noticing what really goes on around me. So long I was only thinking of how I'll get more clothes and how I'd do my hair and makeup to be pretty and the best on everything while in just a moment something can happen and you'll lose everything. Now I think that being healthy and have your love ones close to you is more important than clothes and jewels and things like that and that's what really brings you happiness.

As long as I finished my breakfast I walked back to my room and changed into a pair of gray Nike leggings and a grey and black Nike sports bra pulling my hair up in a ponytail to be more comfortable while I'd study. I emptied my head from every thought after and started doing my homework.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Liam stormed in my room after hours without even bothering to knock the door.

"Tell you what?" I said and stood from white office chair looking at him.