Time goes by so fast, but our memories do last..

P.O.V Harry

P.O.V Harry (Chapter Forty)

Mary seemed so bad at me about what I told her… I understand because we were actually talking about her boyfriend that I know she loves a lot, but it is actually why I wanted to tell her. I didn’t mean to hurt her or made her mad, I just wanted her to know what happens when she isn’t around.

But the truth is that what I told her is the real truth, I would’ve never lie to her about such a thing so I can be with her. I have seen Ashton being suggestive with a girl while in Las Vegas. I was going to eat at the hotel’s restaurant with Niall when we cough him with that girl.

What frustrates me the most is that he told me in person he was with Mary only for a marketing thing from their management… yeah he truly told me that the nigh of the gig in Montreal. He took me out of the loge to talk to me. I tough it was just to tell me to get off of his girlfriend but it wasn’t it.

*flashback Harry*

-      Mate you have to get off Mary right now. Said Ashton looking less angry than in the room.

-      Hey, I won’t stop talking to her because she is your girlfriend, come on we are no babies anymore. I replied laughing a bit.

-      Nothing’s funny here. Mary is mine and never forget that Harry Styles.

-      Come on bro. I won’t steal your girl, I can see how in love she is with you.

-      Yeah you better leave her to me, otherwise you will sink our plan.

-      What ‘’plan’’ are you talking about?

-      The management wanted me to go out with her after meeting her once because they thought it would look good for the group, you know the boys have girlfriends and they were fans. It makes cute story to write about on us in the magazine and on the social network. This is all marketing man, don’t tell me you haven’t already done that with your band.

-      No I never done that, I’ve always love the girl I’ve been going out with and I will always. And by the way, Mary isn’t a thing to get popular, she is a wonderful girl and she deserves to be love correctly, and you are not the one for that.

-      I don’t give a damn of what you say Harry Styles, she is mine and you can’t do a thing about that. Now, we will come back in there(pointing the door) and you will look happy as a little boy on Christmas and won’t a fucking word on that story and never you will.

-      Argh, fine you stupid shit. You better not break her heart because I will break you in pieces.

*End of Flashback*

 When I saw him I wanted to kill, Niall had to grab me and push me away, otherwise I thing he would be lying on a hospital bed. I had told Niall about the story because he wanted to know why I was acting like this. After all, he was the only one to understand me. I only talked to him about Mary because he is my best mate and I knew he liked Lace so we talked sometimes about the girls together.

That night in Montreal I warn him not to break Mary’s heart that was exactly what he was doing, of course she didn’t know and she will never because she doesn’t believe me. she is breaking into pieces but not for the good reason. I am not the bad guy in the truth of this story but to her eyes I am and she hates me.

I hope she will ever forgive me for that, because she is the best that has happened to me since Taylor… I know we can only be friend if she forgive me but I could deal with that, I can deal to be her friend but I can do with the fact of never see or talk to her again. That fact, I will never accept that.

I don’t know why, but after she hung up frustrated about him I had tears in my eyes and I had to go hide in the bathroom… I didn’t want anyone to ask me about it. I only cared of her happiness and I made it worst.

 I don’t know why I felt so bad...