Time goes by so fast, but our memories do last..

Do you ever want to run away?

Do you ever want to run away? (Chapter Forty-Three)

The next day, I woke up really early. I wanted to take my phone to look at the time because it was quite dark in the room, but I couldn’t move. I took a look over my shoulder and I discovered Lace was still sleeping next to me. I tried my best to slip from her arms and go out my bedroom. I took a quick breakfast and went out to clear out things in my head, leaving a note for Lace on the counter: «I’ve been for a walk to clear up things in my head, I brought my cellphone in case there is something very important. –kisses»

I was walking to the beat of Teddy Geiger’s song, For you will. Tears started rushing down my face as the song goes. I don’t know who I was thinking about, there was too much going on in my small blond head. Old things came on my mind and I started crying even more than before. I remembered that day with Julien when he broke my heart in high school and I just wanted to leave school but I had to stay for my physical class. The day I met that one guy that made me feel good in my skin, he made me laugh, he made me smile, I always felt so bad when I was telling him I couldn’t go out with him, but I discovered one day he had a girlfriend. I then cut all the bridge with him. I haven’t spoken to him for almost a year…

A familiar song broke my thoughts.

Baby Squirrel, you’re a sexy motherfucker.

That was my old ringtone… I changed it after the restaurant when I spoke One Direction, but kept it for Niall and Harry’s number. I took a look at my phone and it was Niall calling.

-      Hello? I answered trying my best to hide my shaky voice.

-      Mary damn god! Yelled Niall thru the phone.

-      Yeah, that’s me. Why are you calling me? I replied dryly.

-      We really to talk but not on the phone, where are you?

-      In Montreal, obviously. And you are at the other end of the world so for the part where we are supposed to talk face to face as failed.

-      I can fix that. Meet me where we first met at 8pm tonight.

-      Fine. I answered hanging up with Niall.

What the hell he wanted from me. If he wants me to forgive Harry it won’t happen soon, I need time to get thru this, I just wanted to run away from all my problem start a new life… but I couldn’t do that to Lace. As I put my cell in my jean’s back pocket I loose balance by being shoved by some random girl in the street.

-      Hey look where you’re going! I said as I turn to face them.

The girls looked at me and started laughing. They kept my attention when I heard them talking about 5 Second of Summer.

-      Isn’t that Ashton’s little whore? One girl asked to the other.

-      No this one is the actual girlfriend who gets chea-

I wanted to hear more but they were now to far from me. I continued her thoughts but what came on wasn’t really good… I mean, for me. The only thing that she could be saying was cheating on…  I don’t really like that tought.

What if he really cheats on me? What if I got it all wrong with Harry? I can’t take it anymore, I have to leave all this! With the university coming and can’t stay into all this. I saw on a bench in a small park near my house and stared at my phone in my hand. I unlocked it and dialled the first number that came to my mind…

-      Mary? I wasn’t expecting your call… not today at least. The person on the other said as he answers the phone.