Time goes by so fast, but our memories do last..

Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you save my soul tonight? (Chapter Forty-Eight)

I came back home, I wanted to tell everything to Lace and that, included the kiss. I resigned myself when I saw the four other boys sitting in my living room. Harry seemed pretty upset because I looked happy while talking about Niall. Frustration came all over my body. I stormed into my room and hit the wall with all my strength.

-        Knock, knock. Said Lace opening the door using a lovely voice.

-        You could have told me they were going to be here. I said crossing my arms on my chest.

-        I didn’t know they would be here. I thought they were on tour but they-

-        They took a break, I know it. Niall told me about it. I said thinking back of my evening with him.

-        Why are you so mad about them being here? She asked wondering. I thought you would be happy to see them.

-        I would’ve, normally…

-        Okay explain yourself out. She said as she sit next to me.

-        I drove Niall back to his hotel after the restaurant. I came to his room with him and… I should I out this? Well, we kinda shared a kiss… I said sheepishly.

-        WHAT? She yelled, opened-mouth.

-        Yeah. I said looking ashamed. I didn’t mean it, it just… it just happened and I can’t really explain why. I was quite happy at first because it meant that I have nothing for Ash anymore, but during my drive back home I felt guilty. I am still in a relationship with Ashton and kissing Niall just mean that I am not better than him. At least, I haven’t hooked up with Niall…

-        Are you telling me that you have feelings for Niall instead of Harry? She asked a bit angry because she likes Niall. Wait, what? Why did you say hooked up?

-        Ashton had sex with another girl… it is one of the things Niall told me about.

-        What have he told you except this?

-        He told me everything that has happen since they left after the gig in Montreal. There has been a girl following them all the way. They were hanging out together, laughing, and cuddling. I managed to say, as I felt the pain getting all over me. They looked just like him and I, Niall told me. One night, they saw them kissing and another one, they hooked up… I finished as tears were rushing in my eyes.

-        Babe… she said pulling me into a hug. Do you want to talk about it more?

-        Can you ask Harry to come over? I think we need to talk. I said pulling back from her hug, drifting my eyes on the ground.

Lace stood up and walked away. It took a few minutes and I heard footsteps getting closer to my room. I kept my eyes stuck on the ground. I knew it was him as someone put one of his feet in the room.

-        Would you dance if I’d ask you to dance? Would you run and never look back? Would you cry if you’d see me crying? Would you save my soul tonight? I said shakily as he entered the room.

-        You know I will never let you down. I could wait a million years for your love. But I wish it won’t be that long. He replied as he gets closer to me.

Arrived in front of me, I haven’t made an eyes contact. I knew I would fall if I did, and the first thing to do before doing anything with Harry was break up with Ashton. It will be the hardest thing ever, because thinking back about it, it really hurt me when Niall told me about him and his girl.

Harry crouched to be at my level. He lifted up his hand and softly put it on my cheek.

-        I hate to see you heartbroken like this sweetheart. I wish I could stop this pain tonight and make it disappear forever. He said gently rubbing my cheek with his thumbs.

He slowly drifted his hand from my cheek to my chin, lifting my head up, to make me look at him.

I forgot about those amazing eyes. They were a beautiful light green tonight. They were sparkling to the light of my bedroom. He looked me straight into the eyes and I could see tears rushing in his eyes, which made them brighten even more.

-        Do you forgive me after all the hate I sent you? I asked ill-at-ease.

-        Of course! You’re forgiven since the day you got mad.

-        How can you not be mad at me? I acted like a bitch and treated you as if you’re the biggest asshole. I said closing my eyes, letting few tears scroll down my cheek. I just don’t understand Haz.

-        I wouldn’t be able myself to explain… I guess this is what they call the strength of love. He said as he gets closer to my face.

-        Harry I can’t do that… I said biting my lips at the beautiful view I had. I, I have a boyfriend. I stuttered.

Tears were rushing in my eyes just at the idea I was still in a relationship with Ashton. It was unhealthy for me and I had to get rid of this, but I still had feelings for him and that made me sadder.

He leaned even closer to me. I didn’t know what to do. I really wanted to, I’ve had some feelings for him since they started One Direction, and I can’t deny it to myself. My heart was beating so fast, I wanted to let it go; I wanted to loose myself into him, give him the whole control of my body.

-        Harry. I said one last time, slowly.

His angelic face was so close from me, I couldn’t even believe it. His lips were about to crash on mine and he was slowly closing his eyes as he continues to get closer. I close my eyes, and tried to forget everything, to thing only about him, and about the kiss. We were about to have the sweetest moment we ever had, my dreams you have finally came true. We were only a few inches from each other; the heat was climbing between us.

-        I am sorry. I spoke on his lips as I pulled back from his body.