Time goes by so fast, but our memories do last..

The thing is...

The thing is ... (Chapter Fifty-Eight)

I've been thinking about Harry's words every minute since. «I'll be waiting for you», those words are on repeat in my head.

I can't lie to myself anymore. Every time he leaves my heart turns grey, I want him to come back next to me. Every day without him with me is like a blade that cuts right through me. I just can't wait forever, I could deal with distance even if he'll be so far away and when he comes back, I just want to feel his touch, because it makes me feel better.

Tears just wanted to rush out, but I was retaining them. I could feel them burn of pain. I could feel they were all right, but I wouldn't let them out.

- Everything's okay Mrs Hamfield? The teacher asked as she saw my red puffy eyes.

Oh gosh, everyone was looking up at me. I literally forgot I was in my Social Psychology class. I just wanted to go hide myself from the class.

- Miss Hamfield?

- Hum, yeah. May I get dispense of the rest of the class please. I just couldn't hold them back; tears were starting to fell on my cheek as I was waiting the answer of my teacher.

She nodded and I gave her a grateful look. I've taken all my stuff and went straight to Harry's hotel.

At his room, I hesitate if I should knock and tell him how I really feel or step back and just come back home and never face it. Suddenly, I heard a familiar voice from the room next his.

- Mate, I know how you feel, but give her some time. Don't put to much pressure on her and she'll come your way, otherwise she'll step away and leave.

This voice, I haven't heard it a lot but I could still recognize it.

- Vas' happening with you? You've never been this way...

Zayn! I shouted in my head. But who was he talking with?

- I love her Zayn. A raspy voice answered to zayn's question.

What? Harry is talking about me to zayn... I should just leave and call him later.

As I turn on my heels, a door, very close to me, opened.

- Mary? Harry half shouted, half whispered when he saw me in the corridor. Have you been here for long?

- Hum... yes, no. I just... I should leave. I turned around and started walking away.

I felt a hand on my arm, grabbing it tigher, making me stop.

- Don't, please. He said out of breath.

He really wanted me to stay. I left school to come here, tell him how I feel, why run away like this from my feelings? It is now or never...

I took his hand off my arm slowly, turned around to face him.

- I need to tell you something Harry, this is why I came here and I've been waiting for 15 minutes, facing your door, wondering if I should tell you or no. I said all in one breath.

He opened his room door and let me in. I was so stressed out that I could barely move. He helped me sat on the bed. The feelings of his touch on my hips just felt so right, I felt secure with him. Slowly the stress went away and I started to speak my heart out.

- Since the first time I saw you in the restaurant I just couldn't stop thinking of you. You were like an angle. You smiled at me like no one did before, and that smile, it makes me melt at every time. I always pushed you back, but you were always coming back to me. No one has ever been sweeter with me than you are. I enjoy your presence, every time you're near me pain, sadness, stress, all negative thoughts go away, only joy invade my entire body. That night we past together, those words you said, I can't stop thinking of it, even though I tried. I love your qualities as much as I love your defaults. I've never been easily comfortable with boys, but you, you make me feel so different. I'm more confident, I like all my little things, I still have to squeeze into my jeans but you make me feel like I am perfect. I know you'll always be there for me. I can't let you go like this you're there, in front of me and I can't realize how much dazzling you are. I've always tough I'd be better off alone, and now you make me question myself why I ever thought that. I don't care about what people might say, about what my family's reaction and about Lace's one. I just want to be with you forever after. The thing is... I love you more than I ever loved someone.

He leaned over me, his eyes straight into mine. They were all red, they were filled of tears. He closed them, and approached his angelic face close to mine. He slowly brought his lips near mine. I let his soft lips touch mine. I let him take it over me. He touched my lips with the edge of his tongue. I opened my mouth, letting my tongue twist with his, passionately.

He kissed my lips one last time and backed off slowly.

- I've waited for this moment for ages. He said smiling stupidly.