Insecurities

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Imagine. You were in bed, checking Twitter before falling asleep. You used to do this, maybe, retweeting your fans, talk with them and your friends, but tonight, you had another goal. You needed to know what people thought about your first part on TV. It was very stressful for you. You really wanted everyone to like you. 

But when you went on Twitter, you found out a lot of means tweets towards you...some were even full of hate. And even, most of the hateful tweets where not about your job or your character, but about your relationship. "Urgh. You and Darren are so fake" "You're just a cover of Darren's sexuality. Hopefully you will be away soon" "Y/N on my TV ?. Thanks Darren". You sighed, why does it has to be like that? It was your first part on TV, and you worked hard for that, you didn't got it because of Darren! Speak about the devil, your boyfriend came to lay beside you on your bed. 

"What's going on?" he asks sweetly as he saw your upset face. You sighed and put your phone on your lap. "People hate me. They think I had the job because of you, probably because I wasn't good, and that I'm just a cover of some gay relationship you have" you explain as you fake laugh. "You were great baby! And you can't please everyone" Darren tries to comfort you, taking you into his arms. At least now you felt safe. "I'm just tired of trying to do my best to hear that I'm of shit" you say into the crook of Darren's neck. "You're not baby. I told you, you did great! I'm sure people loved you! And about any kind of gay relationship I have, you know about this. I only dated that N-Sync guy in my dream once! That's it! Nothing more happened, I swear!" he jokes. You threw a pillow at her as he giggles. "Idiot" you chuckle under your breath. He kept looking at you with loving eyes before asking "Give me your phone". You frown but gave it to him anyway. He unlocked it and went on Twitter. "Babe..." he chuckled. "You only saw the hateful ones, didn't you?" he smiled. 

You shrug and he put an arm around you to pull you closer to him. When your cheeks were touching, he showed you the tweets you haven't seen. "Look...'Saw you on TV! So happy you made it! ?'" he reads. "How cute are they? Bf visiting Gf on set!" he shows you a tweet with a picture of you two. "This one might be my favorite" he says almost in a whisper before reading. "Just saw you on my screen and became totally obsessed with you! Where have you been all my life?!". "In some cave under some stairs" you whisper back. Darren laughed and kissed your cheek. "That's kind of thing that happen when you become more...public let's say" he explained. "But just remember that for one person hating on you, ten others are connecting with you" his eyes were looking at yours, all you could see was his concern and love. "Okay" you smile. "Thank you babe" you add. "You're welcome" he says before kissing your lips slowly. He turned off the lights and moved even closer to you. "Man, I feel intimidated. I'm sleeping with a TV star" he jokes. You laugh "Feels weird right? I've been sleeping with one for years now so I know the feeling". "Aw, that was cute" he says before he kissed your forehead. "I try" you shrug. He giggled and whispers in your ear "Goodnight beautiful". "Goodnight Blaine" you say back with a smirk. "I'm outta here" Darren said as he throw the sheets. You burst out laughing and took him by the arm before he left and delivered a kiss on his lips. You both smiled into it as he lies back on the bed. What a wonderful life.

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